Yes to your 15 days!!! I love your strong attitude!!
It is very understandable that you are having a lot of feelings over your husband drinking…I have had those same feelings, as my husband still drinks. As with yours, nothing like my drinking…by the end I was often an angry drinker and would pick fights with him…get nasty sloppy, blackout constantly…the list is seemingly endless…his drinking is not like that at all. Nevertheless, he drinks and it was a struggle for me separating my stuff and stuff I can control and his stuff. It took some time and effort, but I am at peace with that now.
Over the years I bookmarked a few pertinent threads about partners who drink and I will share them with you. It may give you some aha moments or insights…it may not…but always good to hear what has worked and not worked for others.
I applaud you for working to make you and your life better and I want to let you know it IS possible to live and love a spouse who drinks. As always, only YOU know the heart of your marriage/relationship and your partner.
(Does your partner still drink? Some threads you may find helpful)