Welcome here Luis,
How recognizable!
If I explain my drinking days developing to others I say “I drank trough the brakes”
Like I damaged them so severe they aren’t working, and they don’t 
This app has helped me a lot to become and stay sober. It’s good to be around people here who understand what addiction is and knows how difficult it is to turn your life around.
But here, with those people and putting in that hard word, I managed it. And so can you!
Take your time to find your way here. Put the time you used to put into your bad habit into reading here. Get to know people, chat a bit maybe, involve.
Here is a thread I recomend to read:What's YOUR plan? It would be a thread I wished for 5 years ago when I started here 
And here is the place that helped me trough each day: Checking in daily to maintain focus #64 Check it out and feel welcome to join! It’s a very active thread filled with people who help themselves and others in accountabillity and focus on recovery.
Congratulations with your decision to become sober and be a better version of yourself, welcome to this sober tribe.
Ps, if you have any questions feel free to ask!
I know this big forum can be a jungle for newcomers (as wel as for oldies sometimes😉).
