Hi Rebecca
You’ve come to a great community – I agree with @Thirdmonkey Do get super active here - read through the posts, talk out your urges so we can help you with them. I do find using the Checking in daily to maintain focus #55to be great to keep us accountable and also layout where we are mentally/ emotionally and physically each day.
I can understand that AA meetings in person can be a bit daunting. Have you tried doing the online meetings? You don’t have to turn on your camera or even talk until you are ready to participate. They do offer many that are running 24 hours. A go to app for most is In The Rooms.
The beginning is super hard so do find some support in real life and stay connected here. Also it may be helpful to change up your routines and have a go to activity or non alcoholic drink to sip on when your urges arise.
Yeah to day 1 - hope to see you around
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