Welcome Raven.
I’m pretty much all alone in my recovery except for this wonderful sober community you have just found. We share our struggles together and our victories and more importantly our feelings. No matter where we’re from or what our story is I feel we all this this common bond.
I become powerless when the first drink hits my throat. I will do and say things that are full out insane.
It’s all about today.
Have a good read around.
Join in when your comfortable.
We are not alone.
Here are two good threads to start: