Yes one min I fine then next feel fucked
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And what a day I found out last night one of me best mates killed himself last night overdose and my sons grandad has had a stroke this morning 
. I’m so glad I’m soba tho and haven’t had any thoughts of getting back on that shit just wishing it would hurry up and pass 
So glad to hear your ok I was abit worried yesterday wen I never heard from you but am relieved to hear you still going strong 
So glad to hear you over the worst now and sleeping abit better
Go girl u smashed it i proud of you 
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How are you today ?
Just had a nice hot magnesium bath and ready for anther night of riding thin air for hours I spose 
Definitely feeling better tho now and it’s just the nights 
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Worth every minute tho I’m sooo glad I’ve done this now and am sur I’m through the worst of it now
Now it’s just another week or 2 of shit sleep and hopefully feeling better day by day
Big big thankyou to erjade:heart: U was my guide my inspiration and my help wen needed most and I will never forget you And I’m sooo proud of you xx just look at your son every time u crave that shit and remember why u went thru hell in the first place IAlso a big thankyou to everyone else who helped and advised along the way I no it’s early days but please believe me I’m done with that shit life and lying to everyone I’ve got a good life and have just been fucking up the last 5 yrs so now it’s time to get back to me
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Fucking legs every time they twitch I throw a punch he ain’t winning this one EVER . So tired tho I’ve had about well not a lot at all in 11 nights feel drained but will not give in ever
Cccccmmmmoooooonnn mutherfucker ahhhhhhh
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I know it’s hard but I promise u are almost thru the worst of it!!just keep going!!
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Had about 3 hrs sleep last night think it’s cos I was so exhausted wiv none for the last how long . Still uncomfortable but very bearable compared to a few days ago but getting better min by min and day by day
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Do U feel ok now yeah ?? I feel lot better today tbh I been down beach all day hoping that it’s the worst done now
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I pretty much feel ok the past few days , just headaches and the shakes but it’s not intolerable … we’re moving right along tho.
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I am proud at ya… Not the easiest of addiction to pull thrue and it seems you got the best of it !
Keep me posted!
hang loose, enjoy the ride and take it eazzzy
@Jj2021 as well !
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Arh good glad to hear well u done it now and soooo proud Hope life brings you all the happiness and joy you deserve and I mean that you helped me through a really really hard patch 
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Thankyou and will do feel sooo much better today but I not getting ahead of myself just one day at a time
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Power through it it will get better.im going through it myself I got two nights in a row of 6 hours sleep it was not good sleep I still woke up feeling like crap. I try to stay busy all day trying to wear myself out it works some what but I know it’s almost over and like Erijade said saboxone served it’s purpose and unfortunately it too has its own demons. Keep your head up
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Hitting in waves today pain in stomach ?? And feel very sick but then I’m ok for half hour like brand new 
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I didn’t sleep last night … not rls, just general insomnia but I think it’s getting better day by day .
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It is, and it will… Just see the symptoms as acid getting out of your system and the first good sleep you will have in the future will bring such a bundle of joy and the confirmation that you conquered hell and back…
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Love the egg thing
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Erijade we done it now your too strong to fail I’m days behind you and compared what I was dealing with this is bearable and wen I get doubts I just remind myself why I put myself through hell in the first place
The minutes I feel ok are better and worth more than any on that shit im seriously done with that shit now
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So, how’s it so far then?
Hope you doing ok and had some kind of a little more rest now.
Keep it up !
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