Yeah days I can handle it’s just the nights and I’ve walked about 4 mile today so hopefully that might ease it abit but I no it won’t 
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Do u feel better today ??
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I was doing the same thing lol … trying to wear out my legs so they would just feel dead 
when night time came lol . I was walking and swimming lol… but then the no energy part hit me and I wasn’t able to do nothing… I feel like ur me from a week ago …!! Lol
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Me too hahahaha
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Hey Erijade it’s been a couple days without sabox I think me tapering down the way I did was the right decision. I feel like crap but I got this. I spoke with “the clinic” yesterday to let them know what I did and they were some what concerned about withdrawals and the possibility of relapse. Relapse is not even in the equation. Failure is not an option. I really understand the concern because here in Riverside CA dope is every where.i really need to get my tired ass back home to Kentucky I’ve been out here in the fast lane way to long. God bless. Everyone have a great sober/clean weekend
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Hang in thier it will get better
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Trust me, I understand…I’m in St. Louis and the dopeman is just call away here… I actually deleted my contacts and I’m changing my number today… I know that failure isn’t an option for me either … we still got this ! 
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Did the magnesium help I think I gonna go get some ?
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Got some melatonin today how much u recon I should take I got liquid form ?
I don’t think I really noticed a difference bc it wasn’t built up in my system but I took it just in case .
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Lmao well that’s what I’m doing
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Dmarkal03
Sorry to b a pest but how much melatonin was u taking each night I hit the liquid form 30 mg but I remember taking 300 or 450 prefab in prison ???
Was thinking of yis today. So glad you are going strong. There will be so many days ahead where you won’t even think about it. Break free. 
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Thankyou 
Yes still going but no sleep again not a wink and me legs ain’t too bad I had a Epsom salt bath before bed and put the whole tub in water and me legs have been more than bearable just no sleep 
Pulled myself out of bed today and went for long walk maybe that helped a little 
One thing for sure tho I would rather die than go back to using that shit right now even all the pain I’m in I’m laying here fuming that I let myself get like this again and am ready for whatever it throws at me next
Got this 
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Erijade how was your day today ? Hope you all good and keeping ya mind busy now you over the worst
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Ain’t no easy answers. Go through it and be done.
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Rough day today totally off saboxone depression anxiety’s and the emotional BS what’s up with that emotional stuff I’m a man and not supposed to feel that lol I pushed through the day and I got everything done that I was supposed to do including working on my truck in 97 degree heat. At the end of my day I treated myself to dairy Queen and I feel better now it’s almost time to fight the no or little sleep thing. But I will get through it and tommorow will be a great day God willing
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Keep going bro we got this
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You have been blocking emotions for years with opiates, now its all coming to surface. It’s ok to feel it, the intensity of it goes away. Keep it going hang in there, and it’s ok for a man to cry lol. I’m the type that can’t cry, but when I quit opiates I did a few times and man it fucken felt good. I dont care who thinks I’m a bitch over that, it was a relief lol
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Thankyou Mike I’m the same I was crying yesterday watching horse racing lol haha
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