It would be date number three.
I like him a lot, but I am torn. Because I got hurt so much in the past, and there is a second reason which I know is very shallow super superficialš. He has a very pretty face but he is very big. I know I know
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maybe if he seems sweet and lovely it might make him more attractive, I have tried that before. 
I wish you a good day. And bodysize is always possible to change Sweetness and so on arentā¦
@Marisim Aww yay!!! And although size can change, donāt expect him to. Just from a married person to a dating person, donāt expect them to change to fit your ideal. You have to accept them for who they are. But, with you as a healthier influence in his life, he might be willing to change on his own. 
And order The Alcohol Experiment
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Omg this scares me lol. But Iām also intrigued!
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Thatās awesome!!! Do you know what youāre doing yet? Let us know how it goes!
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Well, I had a couple big wins at work today. Some long-term work is finally paying offā¦ Normally I would go home and celebrate with a drink or 2 because I deserve itā¦ But my plans include making breakfast for supper (one of my faves) then having a bath. Day 4 in the bag!
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@Journey1
Thatās great, high five! 
I know! Itās more about me, leaving my shell, getting emotionally involved, becoming vulnerable.
He has trouble with his workload, so he asked if it was OK if he told me if in the afternoon. I texted back, he should tell me by 3pm, thatās when I leave work.
I will order the Alcohol Expertiment! @Maria are you in?
Anybody else?
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So everybody who made it tonight : please raise your hands!
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@Marisim I made it!! Only tempted for about 20 minutes and then it passed. Headed to bed! See yāall in the morning! @AnonymousD @Journey1 Are we starting squats tomorrow??
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Uuuuugh fine lol. Iāll probably do them after work - I can plan to do them in the morning, but realistically that wonāt happen lol.
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I love that theres talk of a book club! Iām taking a course for the next few weeks so will be studyingā¦ but please post your reviews, ah-has, etc. Maybe I will pick that up later!
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morning all! @Journey1 breakfast for supper is the best! hahahah. @SoulSearcher and @Marisim. I will check out the book. have a bit of trouble reading these days but like the idea of a book club! 
Have a good day you all.
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@Maria
Thatās great, youāre doing so good! Iāll order the book today!
@Sunsw686 @Betty @Three @CHASING_Joy
Hi you guys, how are you?
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In my pocket planner thereās a monthly overview. So I decided to give myself a little star for every day I make it. Like what I would do for a little childā¦ I hope that gives me extra motivation.
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Hi itās me again.
I decided to cancel my date. Iām really not feeling ready for it.
I am so cold and the fear of relapsing is extreme right now 
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I have done my squats today - so come on girls give me some competition
Oh my dear girl. Dont be hiding yourself. You deserve to get out. And its good to have company. Dont rush it though, do it slow, so you can slowly move your boundries. I know you have been hurt and that you are scared it would happen again. But im sure it would do you good to get out of the house and just start it out as a friendship, and then see where it goes. Trust takes time, but if we let our previous experience hold us back, we never allow ourselves to find out that there is actually good humans in this world too, that seek like we do real love and compasion. If you feel like relapsing today please stay in touch, so that we can help you through, remember cravings pass its only a matter of time and a matter of keeping yourself busy in this amount of time. You can do this love - im routing for you AND REMEMBER YOU ARE NOT ALONE
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Just completed 1st day. Dinner with girlfriends at a neighborās house tonight. Lots of wine. I will be bringing cranberry and soda water. Planning for success!
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