Oh im sorry to hear that have you been to the doctor or at the hospital to get yourself checked or ?
Yes you are very unlucky at the moment hopefully that will changes soon.
I understand that it hurts with your family every year, it is also very sad and Nothing like family can really hurt you since they are suppose to support you and be around for both good and bad things in life. But you can do this 
I just went to the doctor’s to discuss my bloodwork, I had to check my hormones, everything is normal.
But like 10 minutes ago I got enormous cravings, I’m really down because I question keeping up my strength tonight
if in financial downturns you remain perfectly calm;
if you can see your neighbors travel to fantastic places without a twinge of jealousy;
if you can happily eat whatever is put on your plate;
if you can fall asleep after a day of running around without a drink or a pill;
if you can always find contentment just where you are:
you are probably a dog.
You can make it! I’m here if you need help!!
If only life were so simple… @Maria Are you ok? Can you take some time to rest and heal.for a day or two?
hey love. jeah. I have all the time in the world. resting is not my strong suit however. I am going to cancel my classes for the coming week and wednesday have an appointment with my new doctor after the move. (went to subscribe yesterday) I used to break in horses when in college and had my ribs and nose broken lots of times. think this is just pain of an old break that got hurt again. the mental part is more tricky, am this close to caving in … my dad was in my house just long enough to veto my dog as a deadbeat and wish me his disease since I am already lost… so, Happy birthday to me. ( I use cynicism as coping ) this morning when I fainted almost it was because I was so stressed and did not want my dad to come over. it is to triggering for me. but do not dare to say no to him. I keep, in my childlike mind. keep hoping one day he will love me. my aunt there however was intense but good because she was always my favorite and althoug she is scared, she kinda tol several times that no one ever saw what they did to me. It takes courage to do that.
I want to wish everyone a wonderful day!! I just ordered Annie Grace’s book!! I’m looking forward to this journey with all of you.
Off to work, now… BEST wishes!! 
@maria Stay strong lady. Cry, scream, throw pillows. Whatever you have to do to get through! Lock yourself in your room and go to bed early. Let me know if you need to talk
Good night everyone.
Sorry for not being online much today, but just had to cope me keeping myself of my phone and sleeping on and off . my anxeity has hit me all day long- scared of nearly anything. Tomorrow will be a better day and i will be more fresh when i have been sleeping.
Love to your all
It’s so good that you are going to the doctor to take care of yourself. That’s something that I’ve struggled with that and am just starting the process and scared to death.
Please reach out tonight, I’ll be around. You have the strength and the tools to get through this, a minute, an hour at a time. Remember we are all going through this together, not alone.
Wow… we’ve been quiet tonight. I hope everyone is doing ok!! I had a good night, little to no craving at all. Took a long bath with lavender Epsom salts. Headed to bed soon. Stay strong friends! Miss chatting with you guys!
Btw, if you’re ordering the alcohol Experiment, could you message me with when you should have it? I’ve forgotten who all wanted to do it.
Sounds lovely! I was thinking the same about the quiet…it’s like crickets. Hubby and I did chores and made dinner together and he’s going of to his friend’s while I settle in with some knitting and a movie, snuggling with my pups. A happy Friday evening.
Hi everyone!
It’s 3.39am and I’ve got to tell you, yesterday was the hardest day of them all, I almost failed but thank God I didn’t.
Here’s an idea of a challenge. Let’s check out everybody’s counters and sum up the days we made it, plus estimate how much money we saved so far (doesn’t matter whether it’s euros or dollars) 
Me: 7 days/about 90 bucks.
@SoulSearcher My book is scheduled to arrive on Tuesday. I live in Colorado, USA. Mountain Standard time zone. 
Woohoo! You did it! Way to go!!!
Mine is 4 days = about $50
My book arrives tomorrow.
Oooo, you’re up late!! It’s 8:07pm here in Colorado.
Hard evening for me. Friday night. I really want a glass of wine. It would take the edge off and help me unwind. Sigh…
This time, I’m on day 3, 8 hrs. I’ve probably saved $60. 
Hey everyone! Just checking in. Came home and just had a bite to eat. Doing a little studying and the headed to bed. I feel bad not being as active today/this weekend but am loving how this group has continued to grow and support has kept up. I do commit to checking in everyday though! No booze on friday night, just a sandwich when I got home lol. How exciting… and sorry @SoulSearcher no squats today…
Glad you could check in and that things are going well! Enjoy your night!
