So much for a day of rest… My kids need stuff. Why do I just want to escape the world right now? Been battling this feeling for a while now. I don’t want to do anything that I know I need to do. Ever. I think it’s still my brain adjusting to not having the alcohol. It’s trying to sort itself out and I keep waking up hoping to feel better. Maybe in another month… Heading to the grocery store now with my youngest. At least having her with me means I won’t be tempted to buy alcohol. Because drinking an entire bottle of wine just to escape this crap feeling sounds kind of good. I know I’d HATE myself for doing it. I’m just tired of feeling down and like I want to cry. And feeling fat and unattractive. I don’t even recognize myself in the mirror anymore. Ugh. Whining fit is over now… Moving on.
Hahah this made my day! Thank you Hun. Being Deaf has it’s challenges. Ty for treating me as an equal. Not many do.
You just made me feel better. Maybe even a little smile. Thanks. 
Thanks so much. I needed to hear all of that.
Ok… That made me grin. Ya got me.
Hey Cristel how are you feeling now? Will you get a chance to have an hour to yourself at all today for some self care? We will all get days like these and it’s good that you offload here because then it’s out there. Different time zones make it difficult to always be there when you might need support in the evening time but we have all got your back and I think your approach to everything right now is great. I love your honesty . Hugs to you x
Ok. That made me flat out chuckle. 
I’m good now. Made it home, listened to my daughter’s woes, got dinner in the oven and and going for a nice long soak in the tub while it cooks. Don’t stay up too late tonight! Oh… I binge watched “Living With Yourself” and it was interesting. Not the best series I’ve ever seen but at the end of each episode I wanted to know what happened next. I’d give it a 7/10 rating. The episodes are short and there’s only 7 of them I think. If you’re bored give it a try. Tell me what ya think.
That’s my next series on my watch list. Or Outlander. I’ve heard good things about both.
Some of my nature photography from today 
I couldn’t stay out too long. Body isn’t fit for the cold brisk weather. I definitely enjoyed getting out even if it was for a brief time.
Beautiful 
Thank you.
I’m out of likes again 
you’re welcome. Night night
LOL!!! So cute!
Thank you. I know I just post pictures. I just don’t know what to say sometimes. They say a pictures is worth a thousand words. So da da! Lol
How do you write tiny??
You little bugger, how did you do that??
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Everydays a school day 