If this were the last day of your life, would you be proud of how you lived your life? Would you be proud of your character?
Now, assuming you will wake up tomorrow, what adjustments or commitments, if any, would you make so that you are in alignment with the person you most want to be?
A change that needs to be made is how to better communicate my hurt and feelings with those I am closest too. I won’t reach out in fear of being a burden, even though I know that’s not the case at all.
I will do exactly the same as I do every morning and pray for a sober day, admit I am powerless, start my gratitude list, read the just for today card, do a morning spot check. This has kept me sober today and with the grace of my god it’ll keep me sober tommorow. I will also stay humble bc I wouldn’t bet anyone £1 that I will stay sober tommorow. But I did today.
This is true for so many people. It’s a good way to put things in perspective and help ease my anxiety even.
An ex coworker of mine lost her husband suddenly on Tuesday, he was 39.
I just want to stop feeling so overwhelmed with responsibilities, guilty for everything I’m doing or not doing, or wishing I had something more in my life.
For me, if this was the last day of my life I would want to spend it feeling grateful.