Hi, first of all I’m sorry for your loss my friend. It’s unbelievable how lost we can get. We think in the beginning that the drinking helps us to deal with it all, all the grief and guilt but it makes it’s soooo much worse. We have to get to the point of realisation ourselves but once we do we see how lost we are. Our mums would be so proud of us for hitting this head on. Did you see the post a week or two ago that @Ravikamor put up? It’s a video of a doctor explaining why we get so stuck, it’s so worth a watch, I’ll put the link up for you to see it. It’s really interesting and I wish I’d seen it at the beginning of my journey….
Found It! A must see to understand addiction
I’m so proud to be on this journey with you! 
2 Likes