Ive been feeling greatful! I woke up feeling very greatful!
I also carry sadness in my heart… Thats not unusual. I allowed myself to feel all of the feels in my morning meditation. I shed some tears, and focused on letting go of what no longer serves me.
I am a free spirited person and I feel extraordinarily free today! I like it.
It looks possible for a short weather window to get out and run some gear. I’m going to prepare for that and organize. I have big plans coming up. Gifts of recovery type plans! I have to be more organized!.
The weather window isn’t happening and I learned that I wont be crabbing until Monday, so I took a 14 hour sleep!
Its Friday, payday, and time off. Its a recipe for disaster for a guy like me.
I have been editing.
I have my beer money investments dialed in. I’m upgrading the camera crew. a couple of airbrushes and paints. Shirts, hats, mugs, hoodies for Youtube merch. Thats right, I will be so freaking busy making merch and painting I wont have time to drink!
and boat parts. I bought a boat with my beer money a few years ago she is always down to drink up any left over beer money.
I hope my beer money investments take care of me one day,. It sure beats pissing it away!
I have no desire to drink today, but I have to stay vigilant!
Keep Grinding!
I prayed first thing
Feeling accomplished with 10 months sober
Tackling needed chores
Self care with attending to skin and hair daily
Keeping my achievement of sobriety and connection with my higher power
Reached out to sponsor who is wise and encouraging . Always a great positive connection
gear. I’m going to prepare for that and organize. I have big plans coming up. Gifts of recovery type plans! 
I have to be more organized!.
. Keep stacking up the days 
