Day one, and today I am just going to make it to bed time, and wake up tomorrow. Taking it moment to moment right now.
We’re rooting for you Stacy Ann!
Thanks
I’m exhausted today sleep can’t come soon enough.
Sometimes sleep is the best thing to keep us sober
hope you get some good rest
Great to see you here working moment to moment…we are here with you ![]()
- checked in
- coffee & journaling
- work
- Eating healthy
- Made and had dinner with the fam
- Checked in again
- daily gratitude
- Reading until I fall asleep sober
- woke up sober for the 48th time
- Coffee and journaling
- Work ( longest 10 hrs ever today)
- Checked in
- Took cold & flu medication responsibly ( I’ve always been the queen of taking way over the recommended dose)
- ate healthyish
- Made an easy dinner for the fam
- scrolled through TS
- Daily gratitude
- Go to bed sober
- Zoom meeting after work
- busy busy bee all day! Work just flew by
- recognized triggers and responded responsibly
- took care of an issue right away instead of letting it fester in my mind
- asked God at the start of the day for guidance. To be rigerously honest I also later screamed “SERIOUSLY!!! Seriously God what the f*** is that!!!” At one point also but…ill apologize for that before bed
- checking in here and seeing people stacking days

I just got in from a way harder than it should have been day.
I ran off all the people at the dock wanting to drink beer and watch me offload.
I did not hang out with them.
I wasn’t even nice to them.
I came straight home.
checking in…
food, shower, pillow…
I’m sorry you had a hard day. Hope you were able to get some rest and are waking up to a much calmer and happier day
- coffee and journaling
- Went back to bed
- Checked in
- taking cold and flu meds responsibly
- Reading & resting
- bought some puzzles and art supply stuff from my bed ( thank you Amazon)
- Checked in again
- daily gratitude
- Go to bed sober
Checking in before I get busy and the day flies away.
Actually writing, not doing a cruise through check in.
Morning meditation.
Fear of success anxiety has been hitting me hard again. I’m trying it hit it back. Harder!
self sabotage fantasies roll through my alcoholic brain. I shoot them down and redirect my thinking.
Im having a bad weather day and I’m working on all my blessings of recovery.
My creativity is hungry. I keep feeding it!
Catching up on rest and sleep. and eating healthy.
Love the idea of hungry creativity! Im arguing with myself a lot today too, fantasizing about not being an alcoholic and going to get a bottle for Valentines Day… instead I will:
- go to a 4pm meeting
- Journal and work on some prompts from my counselor
- Be HONEST in my writings and not just put stuff down for my counselor to say good job
- meditate and pray for guidance/direction
- do something nice for a stranger
- look for sparkling apple juice (if i trust myself in the bodega)
- watch a movie sober and remember the ending!!
Thanks TS ![]()
- woke up sober
- Checked in
- Coffee and journaling
- Rest & scrolling TS
- Ate healthy (13 days no sugar)
- more rest & scrolling
- reading
- Nightly gratitude
- Go to bed sober
Reading
Meeting
Stepwork
Gratitude
Mediation
Gym
Self care
There’s a bug going around and I’ve felt it trying to get me for a few days. It got me last night. I feel miserable, headache, no energy, hot/ cold sweats. I’m starving but food isn’t agreeing with me. It reminds me of detox, and how often I used to volunteer to feel like shit. All I’m missing is the yellow eyes and feelings of impending doom.
I’m listening to recovery based things while I rest.
Man I’m. Sorry…this bug is a doozy. Hope you are able to rest and take care of yourself. Sending healing vibes and hope you feel better soon ![]()
Feel better Jason
Oh man I had to work all the tools today but I did it hour by hour. I:
- went to 3 meetings! One zoom and 2 in person
- Got a phone number for a potential sponsor
- texted my accountable friend that I was craving
- Posted on here
- so much sugar but thats okay!
- read the daily reflection first thing in the morning
- going to journal a bit now and write down the jewels of wisdom I got from all those meetings
One speaker said “dont quit before the miracle happens to you.”
Thanks for the thread!
- checked in
- Coffee and journaling
- relaxing & scrolling here in TS
- ate healthy to nourish my body
- Slow walk on the treadmill ( no jogging yet with this lingering cough)
- Make and eat dinner with the fam
- Daily graditude
- Puzzle and music
- go to bed sober