Evil spirit because it wanted me to indulge in “spirits” to bring out the darker side of me. 
I call mine The Demon, I have so far found that making that part of my mind seem evil helps me resist temptation, but I’m only about a week into my journey, so I can’t say for certain how effective that will stay, but so far, it’s worked great!
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I call it “fried brain” or the “hurt part of my brain” bc the problem is that during using, memories are literally burned into our brain with such an intensity that we believe we want to drink again even long after weve stopped. Its not a normal memory its tenfold, unnatural and overwhelming. Its fried brain acting up. Nothing more. Juicy brain knows that we dont actually want that