@anon84416494, I have you on my mind this morning.
Yes, she is self suspended til Jan 15.
Still fighting! Finals week is kicking my ass! I will be back after this weekend when I finish all my schoolwork.
Thanks for checking in!
AC1Z4K (could be wrong on spelling?)… Pretty sure you deleted your account, but you were ace.
Hope you’re doing great.
Thank you @Aybee- I started a new account after the divorce. This year I’ve been working an average of 48- 72 hours/week to pay off debt, but will go back down to 36 after next week. I’m putting my sobriety first for the year of 2021. Hope you’re doing well? Visit with you all soon
Hey you! Good to see ya!
Today I had a lot of cravings images and ideas. It was really vivid. I imagined myself going to the groceries to get my classic depression pack of 4 king cans of beer with a bottle of wine. I let the thoughts slides in and stayed there for awhile. Felt awful. I then thought about posting on TS a topic about my struggle of the day to keep myself accountable. Then I imagined the replies. I thought of @Geo answers. You would have told me that I am right where I need to be. You would have understood and express your support by sharing a piece of your experience. You’d then have reminded me of HALT. You would have cheered me up and then ask on later in the day how I was holding up.
So guess what, you did all that in my head. Because you’ve done it in the past, your support will keep living inside my head. It’s basically how therapy works too: you end up internalize the coping mechanisms you work in therapy. I guess you’d make a pretty good therapist.
Thank you for today, it was much needed. I appreciated it. Going to get ice-cream instead of the old depression pack.
Thank you @ThirdMonkey You and Angela got me started on this path and I owe so much to you both.
I’m missing @anon74766472 Franzi. I know she’s taking a break. Just hope it won’t last too long.
How is she doing?
And you owe me nothing. All we can do is share our story and support people when they need it.
Heeeeey!
So nice to see you
Keep looking after you and I’m sure quite a few of us look forward to seeing a little more of you.
All the best for all you do.
How nice to see you back!!
Thank you Donna, you’re a sweetheart! I’m still here, I read almost every day and am 401 days sober. Love this place and all the people here.