My name is Luci, DOC-alcohol
Searching seeking any and all avenues to support and be supported!
Blessed to be here!
Today I am struggling!
I’ma hot mess attempting to keep count of my blessings
Lord help me 
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Welcome Steve. Glad you found us.
There’s a lot of great threads here. Have a good read around. Join in when you’re comfortable. A lot of people like this thread to check in daily and be accountable and get and give support.
Hope to see you around.
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Well you just successfully did Ryan. Welcome to the forum! Hope this place can be as supportive to you as it has been and still is to me.
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Hi, I’m Ryan been struggling with the Alcohol for 20 years now. Last night was a 5th of Crown and a bottle of Baileys. Been addicted to the emptiness it makes me feel. Started to drink at around 11 years old. Due to the physical and sexual abuse I suffered as a child. Been pretty reckless ever since. Tried whatever I could and the result has destroyed relationships good jobs and my own personal view of self. It’s a long road to go.
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Hi I’m Kady, Im 31, I’ve been destroying my life with alcohol since I was about 15. I have ruined practically every romantic relationship I’ve ever had because of drinking. Most recently one this last weekend. I drink until I blackout and pass out so many times, but I only really drink at the weekends, it’s never destroyed my job and so some how I’ve compartmentalised this crazy out of control side of myself, but this has kept me going for so long telling myself it’s not a problem. But it is. And it always was. And I’m writing this to try and hold myself accountable so i don’t go back to it. Iv tried to get sober before, maybe lasted a few months at most many years ago. I’m going to find some meetings, maybe go twice a week to keep my mind focused on it and of course this community can help too.
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Hi I’m sean I’m 40 been using since I was 11.doc would be weed but I’ve used every drug out there minus intravenously. I’m 21 days sober off everything including cigarettes. When I think of all the $ I’ve wasted I could own my own house and car paid off,I’ve ruined relationships and friendships cause of my drug use and I’d be so much farther in life.i broke my back in 2 places and that was the turning point.im blessed God spared my legs and I can walk.i have zero desire to use God heard my prayers and wiped it from my mind.im blessed to have found this app and community of wonderful people striving for the same things freedom peace a clear head and most of all LIFE God bless you all I pray as much as I can for you all
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