Happy Warrior Women’s Day
Tricky day 7, short tempered with my kids, briefly fortunately,and apologized after …got thru it.got here without drinking. Listened to a meeting while cooking, and did some hoovering, just did things to pass the time so I didn’t start obsessing about using something to cover up my feelings… Day 7 ,a whole week. 
… speaking to my temporary sponsor tomorrow,who I am so grateful for offering her service…send a grateful list every night to her. Meeting tonight…I keep reaching out when having difficult feelings…cos I have no idea how to deal with them…I’ve been numb to feelings for too long.
Grateful to a lady who agreed to be my temporary sponsor…I texted a few… We had a video call today and I read out the answers to some step one questions from the green and gold… I’ll do some more step one work this week,maybe one or two questions Tonight,…step one will be done 
9 days clean and serene. 
… had a good peaceful day inside. Kept breathing and all was well.i had nothing to fear 
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10 days
grateful to be sober 
… such a lovely day today,was grateful for so much. Amazing 
. Keeping in contact with fellow women in recovery everyday…
Thanks What do you mean what happened?..
7 days again…read some more step one powerlessness to my sponsor today.,gradual progress 
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This is day 10, my 3rd day 10 in 35 days, progress …nearly finished step one with my sponsor… Aiming to keep to 90 meetings in 90 days…I did half a meeting yesterday…must do a full one tonight.
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Day 11…glad and grateful I haven’t picked up .nor do I have a desire to… I see my defects popping up everyday now,I acknowledge them now and know I have to work them out, not pick up because of them. I’m pretty moody!. . I’ll keep on keeping on and just say serenity prayer when I feel like I’m being a stubborn,moody person… 11 meetings,11 days…11/90…I drank most days so I can sure do a meeting most days.
Day 23… meetings everyday, WhatsApp recovery groups have been mighty helpful, finish step one tomorrow,
29 days today.
Meetings everyday, grateful list sent to my sponsor nearly every night, step work every Wednesday for last 6 or 7 weeks, I think this Wednesday is last questions from the green and gold for step one, so I’ll be onto step two and past 30 days . I admit to myself I’m an addict everyday, all the time when a thought creeps in. I look at how I was in the past drinking,not being able to stop, how my relationships with my three children and other relationships are today. I can make conversation with people without feeling paranoid that I look like shit. I am content today.any day not drinking or using drugs is a good day. Addiction can be arrested.
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Well done, Hazy! Way to work at it and I’m so glad you are checking in!
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32 days. 
. No desire to drink. Got a few flaws I need to work on and tell my sponsor about,I’m a bit shouty at times … defects. Not used to normal day to day stuff and don’t know how to deal with things sometimes,so I shout 
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JUST FOR TODAY: I will enhance peace in the world by living, speaking,and acting peacefully in my own life
“With the world in such turmoil,I feel I have been blessed to be where I am” (basic text,p145)
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Day 35, checking in with myself. . Got immersed in a documentary series for a couple of days so must get into a meeting today
https://web.klopcic.eu/what-on-earth-happened/
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37 done now… been quite annoying to be with today…I don’t like my way of speaking to my children sometimes, I could be a lot kinder. Maybe due on.… gotta try deal with my hormones better.im eating way too much sugar. Energy isn’t great from about 6pm. At least I’m not picking up… totally grateful for that. Will do a meeting later. .
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Day 38 almost over, grateful to be clean another day.
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Got through day 41… 39 was a bit tough and day 40… luckily my daughter came home and interrupted some obsessive thoughts,.I said to her I wanted a cider, she said no.go to a meeting,don’t throw the month away. So moodily I binged some chocolate, went on my pulsed electromagnetic mat, chilled out and went to bed. And gratefully woke up on day 40 with no hangover. … 2 cappuccinos today didn’t suit me either… Chocolate, coffees and sweets don’t serve me anymore…very tired after day at work and a promise I fulfilled for the funfair as a treat tonight. 
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44 days…study study study… exams soon…head is clear,. I have direction… amazing
Still clean. Haven’t picked up for over 44 days. So grateful to the powers that be watching over me.
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I have had thought s of picking up but I just put them out my mind . I just know that if I pick up, it will be the same, same spiral, same desperation to stop, same old day 1, same bullshit.
Not today, and I’ll take a moment in the morning to acknowledge the soberness.