962 days and your still learning to find peace. I feel blessed bc from day 1 when I decide not to drink I’m so at peace with myself. I do read shit loads of books about how to be happy in life so maybe it’s rubbing off on me. Well done on your sober days BTW, quite amazing, actually not quite… AMAZING!!!
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another day done, can’t write no more can’t focus and think properly.
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Soon be time for sober sleep time… nothing stays the same for very long does it, people change and we change. I don’t mind too much as I tend to get bored quick but I do like to keep a close sober group around me outside of TS and that’s not happening anymore. People seem to start to get on with their lives after being sober for a while yet I just stand still. This is good but I feel I fit in more with the rejects, the users the abusers and the losers. I feel more comfortable with people who hurt and in some ways that’s OK bc it’s relatable and able to help but on the other side I wonder if that makes me a bit twisted or my ego is searching attention or it feels better bc it thinks it’s happy in the knowledge that, shit at least my life ain’t that bad.
I’m hoping it’s bc in my heart I just want to help people and expect nothing in return and my ego can’t comprehend this so just makes up its its own ideas. Be strong 
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Got nothing to say apart from I fucking love this women. It’s just one more fight and your gonna be OK
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Up at midnight. Can’t sleep. Angry to be on day 2. Thoughts of it are killing me. I feel like I will never get on in days. So many people I started with have made it through. What is wrong with me? Night all.
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mate my first sober twin is now on 8 months while I’m back here on day 24 but I wouldn’t change these 24 days for the world, I’ve had to work dam hard to get them and am so proud of myself for never giving up trying, I lost all hope I lost my Higher Power and I had no ambition to be sober yet here I am and here you are, the day you leave this app will be the day you should start being concerned bc as long as your on here talking to yourself and wanting people to listen to your fight then the fight is still in you whether you believe it or not. so be patient, take it one day at a time, no more, and everything else will fall into place.
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@Dolse71
Paul, thank you for the post. I realize that I will get up in days again. It is however a long and frustrating journey. I am so set on not resetting my number again. I am doubling down on meetings, talking to myself constantly, etc. Anything I can do to make sure I am not back here again.
Congratulations on day 24. You seem to be doing really well this time around. Hopefully we can both make a go of it for good.
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still sober still happy, feel alot better today as its gone along. finally got some energy back, I’ve had 2 tests in 8 days and I think I managed to get covid for the 6 in the middle. That’s my luck. Be strong.
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Good job on being sober today!!! 
Hopefully you don’t have COVID. 
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Closing day 3.
Another day sober day on my way to half a year. Hopefully I don’t have being left behind dreams tonight. I need sleep since I am very tired. See you on the flip side.
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days are flying by and still got no desire to smoke or drink. All test results are negative which is the first time in ages I’ve not been trying to remain positive. Decided as I’m healthy to take the dog for a spooky walk.
Stay strong.
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I think I am finally tired enough to sleep tonight. Yaaaaaasss!!! See you all on the flip side.
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Checking this site/app is literally the last thing I’m doing tonight because thank god I made it through the day. Some days are easier and some are harder and today was rough but I’m closing my day with another day under my belt. Good night to all.
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Good night and well done on one more day.
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One more day sober! I am not sleepy and expect another sleepless night. But I am signing off of and trying to sleep. 
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I get worried when I don’t see your goodnight post. Hope you’re ok. 
I’m fine just nothing to say today. Still trying to kid myself everything is going to be OK,
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grateful to be ending the day sober again but my brain is beginning to make up its own stories again, not about drink or drugs but about your doing so well and you’ve got so much to cope with and are handling it really well so maybe in the near future you can act how you really feel and have yourself a complete and utter breakdown. It’s as if I can’t just let myself be happy for too long bc it’s not normal so just being happy means there must be something wrong, if I wait long enough it’ll all fuck up like it always does. Don’t get me wrong I’m generally happy and feel really good in myself, I’m sober and taking one day at a time it’s just that I’m not used to being OK, I’m not used to having control, I’m not used to life.
Be strong people of the world because whether we like it or not we deserve to be Happy, we deserve mental peace.
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Good night to all my sober friends. Pulling the covers up on day 970 of continuous sobriety due to the miracle of the program of Alcoholics Anonymous. May peace and serenity be abound in your walk in sobriety.
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honestly when you think things can’t get any worse life laughs at you and says hey check this out then, I’m sure I’ve been cursed in a previous life. Grateful to be clean and sober and some days this has to be enough. Be strong people bc sober really is the only way to deal with your problems and make clear and decisive decisions, probably still all fuck up but then you try something else instead of drowning yourself with alcohol or losing yourself in drugs etc etc in the hope it all goes away. It never does.
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