Welcome Dashiell
Have a good read around here. This place has been a great place for me to get support in my sobriety. Addiction is too tough to go it alone. We are stronger in numbers. And we are all worth it.
Here are two good threads to start:
My strongest tool has been doing a gratitude list every single morning for 593 days.
https://talkingsober.com/t/daily-gratitude-list-2/112158/2587
I hope to see you around.