Hey @lionelhutz it’s a great idea to keep an accountability journal and I’ll gift you the manly word log aswell so you can man it up in here properly, you’re welcome.
You already see that a log is not enough to keep you sober. What else is in your toolbox? You need to get busy and develop and use your tools. Self investigation is the first thing. What happened there? Why did you pick up? And why do you drink in general? Don’t tell me. Log it. Explore yourself. This process of getting to know yourself has been put off during the time of your active addiction. Time to pick up the conversation with yourself again.
Here are some more resources that are helpful.
Resources for our recovery
Advice for the Newcomer and Constant Relapser
See you here tomorrow?
Best!