Welcome @Spidergirl85
Looks like you got some great suggestions so far.
It is just natural we all feel guilty about our past. But when we sober up we become something else. Not our past. We cannot change the past. But we can build a hell of a future. Just one day at a time. Feel what you’re feeling. If you got to be a bum all day. Then do it. Just don’t drink today. Who knows what tomorrow will bring. I was pretty useless my first day sober. And you know what? It past.
Here’s a couple of useful threads to look at.
Read around when your up to it. Join in when you feel comfortable.
Lots of great people around here for support.
It’s too hard to do it alone. We all need support.
