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Not sure if it is an excuse, but some little things were upsetting me, and I got frustrated at my 40 year old mother of two self who still gets upset at silly things like a child and binged. And then got terrified that this is the beginning of a slippery slope. I hate that I still struggle to just sit with negative feelings, I have to have a physical distraction of some sort. Anyway, I hope to get back on healthy eating from today.
Good for you for being honest here. Every addiction seems to be an escape from emotions. Be gentle with yourself, we are all still learning.
Sending compassion your way.
I admit I got a little confused by your post because I thought you were talking about your 40 year old son/daughter. Regardless, sorry to hear about your relapse. Don’t give up, you can do this.
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Lol, no, needed a comma maybe.
Ate a little more than I wanted yesterday, but not a binge. And went for usual run today.
The food that I binged on didn’t even taste that nice. I guess I was already full, or I ate so fast I couldn’t really taste it. So silly.
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I don’t think it’s an excuse at all. I feel like some days it’s hard to not only cope with the actual stressor but then is also hard to cope with not wanting to binge eat at the same time. Sometimes things just get overwhelming. Ur doing really well and I’m glad u opened up and were honest. How have u been feeling since then?
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Maybe only two wobbly days, and back on the train . I am not restricting, had a fried prawn and veggie bowl and big sweet drink at Starbucks with friends, but not eating secretly for the sake of it.
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I never thought about my binge eating being related to my Sobriety! I’m gonna talk with my therapist and see what she thinks! I have to get control of this binge eating! I’m so sick of losing 10lbs and gaining it right back!
Good luck on your appointment! And welcome to the thread, I hope you find it helpful/inspiring.
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