Been a few weeks of regular binging. I can feel the effects and it is making me feel so angry and stupid. I wish I could just get over this. I know I need to put work into it, but not sure how.
Hey guys first time checkin in on this thread. Im 161 days af but have got to cut the binge esting out as well. Ive dropped 30 lbs from not drinking alone but im still 225. Im pretty active and coach soccer. I will be checking in here more often. Just under a day of no binging. Thanks for listening!
Day 3 of regular eating
Yesterday was okay
although I wasn’t that hungry due to falling in love, but I ate 3 easy and light meals.
Today I will manage it… ODAAT
First of all, congrats on your sobriety! 161 days is fantastic! Second of all, welcome to the thread, and thanks for sharing your story. I hope you find this thread helpful/inspiring.
Day 4 of regular eating
Although i am not that hungry and having Appetite atm… Eating was really okay. Slurped porridge and soup. And toast of spelt with Avocado and tomato.
I didn’t buy toast because it’s triggering binge, but since I bought it I didn’t, just ate it as sandwich for a regular meal. Great step for me!
Day 659 : No binge today.
Starting over with coffee. Had a pumpkin caramel cheesecake latte with zero sugar creamer. I felt ok, not too much shaking/tremors. Probably cuz there is not much coffee, and the caffeine content wasn’t even listed.
Day 7
Managed to eat regular at the weekend.
No restriction, measuring, counting,
no “suuuperhealthy” choices…
Just eating regular.
No binging attack.
Didn’t eat too much overall
At the moment things are getting easy at this matter. I think one fundamental point solution is to take the pressure off.
I’ve been struggling worse since I was on oral steroids recently I found out I gained 20 fcking pounds . I was at 140-145 for so long and all a sudden I was 165 like WTF . I feel like sobriety also makes it worse bc I want a way to get some type of pleasure in replacement of it smh. But whenever I know I need to stop for the night I try to brush my teeth bc I don’t wanna eat after that.