Sloth and procrastination. I think I need to start making period during the day when I don’t check my phone. I ‘just’ check a few things, and then get distracted.
Usually, I’ll ‘just’ check this, or I’ll ‘just’ relax for half an hour, then get cracking, etc. Not unlike the ‘just one’ excuse for drinking I just noticed.
I’m not sure it is a character defect but it is a constant theme for me…
Taking things personally and or making assumptions. Leads to defensivenesses which leads to trying to control and outcome which leads to conflict.
Shame today. I keep having memories of all the dumb stuff/stupid moments I had when I was drinking. It’s my day off so I will blame an idle mind and get to stepping.
Judgmental
Mokeyish mind!
Procrastination
Foggy mind, indecisive
Self pity and undecided
Boundaries or lack thereof
Procrastination
Stubbornness
Ego. Also known as edging God out
“Edging god out”…huh- now thats something i need to remember to help me with my humility!
Codependency sprinkled with resentment and a little hatred
Expecting perfection (especially from myself)
Impatience…
Expectations
Edit…Can’t believe how many of these single word defects count as a post (ten characters)
Easily getting frustrated
I am feeling angry, or I was. Do a little grounding and restart my evening.