I guess so!! I like your attitude 
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WTF! I don’t know what to say. Is the next stage to wait for the bloodwork results?
Scary Lisa. So sorry. 
I want to say that if anyone ‘needs a break’, it’s you. But I don’t want you to fall and …
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My problem is “do I continue self quarantine just in case”? I was going to the office 2 days a week to keep my sanity and get out of the house. I stopped because of the possibility of infecting the other 3 people going for the same reason. I have mostly everything at home to get the job done but I don’t want to. It was a nice break. We have over 100 people in our office and only 4 of us going there was nice. We keep our distance and sit 10 feet away and shout to each other. I miss that.
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Has your husband had a fever in the last 2-3 weeks? If yes, I guess you’ll have to self quarantine.
Just my opinion.
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His fevers have been off and on every day for a month. He was initially treated for chronic lyme disease as the symptoms where the same as they were in the past. Dr got concerned when the meds didn’t work this time. That’s when dr thought possibly covid. I guess I’ll self isolate until we get a diagnosis. If it comes back as mono then I’ll be free.
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This pisses me off! So fucking inconsiderate and selfish!!
I have my mother in law living in apartment above my garage that we’re avoiding. My fear is getting it and giving it to someone else. I don’t want to be that person to pass it on. At this point I’ll just finish out my 14 days. It’s probably better for everyone in the end.
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Glad to hear it @Conor689908. Me too I had a great evening walk with my doggo. Spring is in the air
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Day 14, I feel I’m doing well, but I can tell my loved ones still need convincing which can be a bit disheartening. Still I feel like I’m making really good progress.
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Girl, you need some TS family prayers sent your way.
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How are you feeling today Beth? Are you busy packing up for your move or working hard on the business? If neither, maybe consider some self care. It’s all about you right now and I’m glad you sent your daughter to her dad.
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Day 395. Questioning a lot today. Not sure how people can believe in God right now-if there was a God what would his reasoning be for killing thousands of people due to Co-vid 19? We have an idiot as a president, this could have been avoided or at least we could have been better prepared. Bil Gates Warnd us about this in 2015. We are literally experiencing the downfall of America. If you can’t tell, having a pessimistic day. End rant.
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Day 1: everything that’s okay today. Ran to Walmart got some groceries some shelves were bear. Some made it back home safe I’m just chilling for the rest of the day. So I will check in tomorrow
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Hey, sorry you are feeling pessimistic. I’m not sure what I believe in, in terms of a God and whatnot. I know your question about God existing was likely rhetorical, but you could say the same thing about cancer, AIDS, animal abuse, child abuse – how can there be a God if those terrible things exist?
Nobody can really say. I have no answer for you, I wish I did. Bad shit just exists and happens. That said, good things also exist and happen. So, in these difficult times, look for those good things. They are still here and just need to be sought out and recognized. Find them and cling to the good in your life and in the world.
Additionally, assuming we make it through the pandemic, I can’t help but be optimistic that humankind will be more appreciative and kind once we get through this.
All this coming from someone who is hardly an optimist at all 
I’m actually surprised I wrote this, lol.
Take care 
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I didn’t see my 2 daughters for 20 years now I talk to them nearly every day, unless abuse was involved please give family a chance, we are all human and we are all changing, if it doesn’t work out how you want at least you’ll have no regrets later in life.
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You are who keeps me going, yep YOU.
I can’t not try, I don’t care if its crazy keep coming and going, my head is coming and going but I can’t stop trying.
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It makes me so happy when I see you pop up on here Paul. I was thinking about you earlier and wondering how you were doing. Don’t ever give up, you are worth it!!
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it’s not the same without people like you, I still think I can do this, god has shown me things in the last 48 hours, I don’t go looking for it but when I decided to keep drinking my Higher Power shows me another way, it wants this more than I do so who am I to argue.
The things that happen might just be coincidence but that’s one hell of a lot of coincidences.
Don’t know what it is but I’m listening.
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cheers me dear, I feel a bit silly keep coming and going but I’m not ready to give up on life, its just not in me.
I never thought I would say it but I owe this attempt and change of mind to AA, everything, everyone, all makes that 1% difference and we’re talking fractions between being a loser or being a winner.
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