Day 87 alcohol and drug free.
Feeling the love today its my sister’s birthday today took her a couple gifts and she sent me back with care package and I opened it when i got home. I now have a pic of dad, grandma sis and me. These are the moments that make all the bad days and hard work worth it. 
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Very happy for you Donna! Onward and upward with your recovery lady. Hugs and congrats.
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My sister’s biopsy came back that she has cancer. I thought I would handle this better. I don’t feel ok right now. It’s early, I know she’ll kick it in the ass. But what a helpless feeling.
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Thanks Menno! Having your input and story here has helped alot… I appreciate all of it! 
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Ah I’m sorry to hear that 
hang in there and just give her all the support you can. I’ll pray for her and you.
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So sorry Beth. In my thoughts. Both of you.
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That sucks Beth; I’m so sorry that you guys have to deal with that at all nevermind now.
I had cancer about 8 years ago and I think it was hardest on my family than me; I just did what I had to do and pushed through; so will she hun… HUGS…
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Day 266. I’ve fallen into this new work from home routine now. So, the house is staying clean AF, passion for cooking is reignited, so I’m making dinner every night, and still pushing my workouts.
Keep on keeping on!
Have a strong day!!!
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Feeling off today. Was told something yesterday that pissed me off and I’m trying not to let that get to me. Really pissed my hubby off tho. Just sitting here with my coffee and hoping to get some sage in the mail today from a friend back home in Winnipeg. I need to smudge and cleanse myself and my home so badly. Rid everything of negativity. I did some cleaning already and have abit more to do so that will take up some time. Just trying to relax and not let what was said effect me too much. Have a great day everyone!
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That’s awful Beth. I’m so sorry. Keeping you both in my prayers. 
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The first thing that pops in my head when someone says “relax”.
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Haha normally if someone else tells me to relax, it just makes it worse lmao
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You doing great …keep strong… hugs back from uk…
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Day 231 here. I haven’t posted here in a while but it’s so nice to see all of you keeping this community so strong. I got so close to relapse last week I’m amazed I made it. I was even at the point of texting old dealers and the mental obsession hijacked my brain. Im so grateful I finally reached out and realised I need to puty recovery before everything or else I will lose it all.
Picked up an H&I commitment over zoom tomorrow night and making sure yo reach out more than ever. Love you all and so glad I have another day sober. Picture is from my run last night and just wanted to share
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Gosh @Girlinterrupted you sure being tested… keep strong for your sister its difficult i know but have faith you can do it… sending virtual hug…
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You should be so proud that you remained strong… those days are a testment to your strength… fab picture beautiful sky colours
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Do it!!! Its been huge in my recovery, for me I can get centered and really be mindful during my rides.
Day 44…checking in friends😊
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Thank you feel better to be back.
Such good things are happening to you and well deserved. Congrats on your first day sure you will smash it.
I have meditated and done wim hoff breathing today it all helps. Journal tonight…
Proud of how far you have come. 
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