Sounds rough, ive been working 12ās lately so not drinking is kind of easy when working. I have 4 days off coming up which will be a challenge. I plan on fishing and working out most days. Should probably do some recovery reading too, some kinda work or Iāll end up failing like usual.
Word zware operatie, daās al duidelijk. Hele buik moet wĆ©Ć©r open en ik ben doodsbang. Ptss, ziekenhuis stress en ervaring van eerder draaien non stop in mn hoofd maar ik ben en blijf een vechter en strijder. Vallen is de eerste stap naar opstaan, alleen was dit even heel plotseling terwijl het juist zo goed ging en ik al heel veel heb verwerkt voelt dit als 8 stappen terug en weer een vieze revalidatie. Maar wat er ook gebeurdā¦ iāll be back siz! Trusten
Just checking in. Itās been 21 days and feeling good. Tomorrow is cinco de mayo and I know my group of friends will be having tacos and will be making margaritas. I plan on saying no thank you and hopefully I will. I keep feeling like I can do this but there are days I just want to give in to the voices in my head that keep saying itās ok, just have a drink. But I keep reflecting on all the things that happen when one drink is not enough. Wish me luck not to give in to that voice.
Iāve had a feeling of a few triggers today but like yourself we have to b strong, your doing so well
Day 7! 
Feels great to make it a full week. Iām very excited to get to day 10!! But for now, still taking it day by day and going to enjoy day 7 
Donāt even entertain that thought, someone asked me at work today if I was good over the weekend and I replied so far so good, then I suddenly thought why would I say that, why would I tell myself this is not going to last. Youāve got some days off to chill I hope you enjoy it. 
@Girlinterrupted u got corona? Sorry I think I missed that. Hope the symptoms are mild and u recover asap.
Day 136
Consecutive drinking dreams. I guess triggered by my husband drinking. In the dreams I donāt even want to drink, just get pressured and give in. When awake I am much more sure I donāt want that. And my husband keeps putting beer in the fridge, chilling it, getting it out, THEN asking ādo u mind?ā. I mean he doesnāt need my permission, but he obviously has every intention of drinking, so why pretend I have some input? Would he NOT drink if I said so, and put it back? I just hate the lip service.
Congrats! Thatās fantastic!!
Day 38! Way to go @BobIsGone on the job!
I have been so selfish in my early recovery, this time around I have been conciously stepping back and cheering others on instead of solely focusing on myself. Must be growth! @Beardy_McTallman I feel you man!
Happy sober day! Life is good. 
Congrats! Great job! 
Day one. About 12 hours in. Not a bad day
Welcome back!! You got this!
Day 35. Spent most of my day lifting weights today. This quartine feels like Iām doing hard time locked up in the state pen. 
Next time just calmly say, āyes, i do mind.ā just to mess with himš¤£
Day 424. Finding internal peace in this quarantineā¦I painted this for my dads birthday tomorrow and began my health and wellness blog. Things are looking up 
Sorry to hear my friend. Wishing you the best. successful surgery n quick peaceful recovery.
