Checking in Daily to Maintain Focus #14

Checking in at 26.28 days. New meds might be making me excessively tired, not sure. I’ll give it a little time. I’m still waking up a lot during the night, but the good news is that I didn’t wake up before my alarm the past two days, yay! I feel like I could sleep all day though, so not me. Happy sober/taco Tuesday folks :purple_heart::unicorn::purple_heart:

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Day 598 and checking in …so close to 600 days :grinning::grinning::grinning:, things are a little strange going from being in a marriage where everything was monitored to suddenly having all this freedom is deffinatly taking some adjusting to , i still keep having to pinch my self that this has happened ,but im making sure im grounded and reminding myself why I’m here…off to the beach today in this gorgeous weather …have a great day guys and remember one day at a time :heart:

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Poor kitty, the indignity! Lol glad he is okay, if looking a wee bit funny!!

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Checking in sober, Day 168 (24 weeks!!) Was asked to chair a zoom AA meeting yesterday. During my qualification/backstory I shared about my last slip and how it happened when things were going really well and I felt “cured”. Then it dawned on me how things right now are going well and coincidentally I’ve been having more frequent random thoughts about drinking. Was a wake up call to be more vigilant and not let my guard down! “We are not cured of alcoholism. What we really have is a daily reprieve contingent on the maintenance of our spiritual condition.” I need to step up my maintenance! Stay strong, friends!! Addiction is cunning, baffling and powerful!

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24 days feeling alright not marvelous but alright and I’ll take that for now. Going to the mother in laws today for a visit I really dont feel like it I feel like sleeping but I’m going cos they miss me when I’m not there. I just feel like I would like to be left alone peace out friends xx

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Day 13, I’m sober and we’re getting a nice rain this morning. I’m on day 1 again for cigarettes. Yay! I want to be a yogi!

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Thanks!! congrats to you on two weeks :grin: I’m going to give myself as long as I need and slowly add small goals and changes one by one.

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Day 1 sober. Struggling with closing up myself. I don’t want to speak with anybody but I know that’s not the way but just to share with you my struggles

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Day 745* alcohol free

Well, the AA meeting last night didn’t happen. Got there and there was nobody there, door locked. Very small place so I wonder how they fit any sort of number of people in there. Maybe that’s why they weren’t going on, too small of a space to accommodate social distancing? Who knows.
I know there are plenty of virtual AA meetings, but I really want something in-person. It’s just different.

Anyhow, I found another one that seems a bit more organized and per their website is back to in-person meetings. They have 3 per day at their clubhouse, about 10 mins from me. The times aren’t the best for my schedule, but I am going to try Thursday mornings before work and Sunday mornings. That way I have TS zoom meetings Tuesdays/Saturdays, and formal AA meetings Sunday/Thursday. This is all under the assumption that this meeting works for me, and if I end up getting from it whatever it is that I’m seeking. So we will see. AA might still not be for me, but I am willing to give it a shot here. This is all about connection and trying to find direction with an open mind.

I also had a yoga youtube channel recommended to me, after wanting to try yoga/saying I would for a long time. Her channel looks great, and there are videos of different lengths depending on how much time you have, and also yoga that targets stretching/helping certain areas of the body if you want…which is great for me, since I am interested in lower back/hips/hamstrings. It also incorporates some mindfulness and spirituality, so I like that aspect as well since I’ve been trying to get into that. Going to try one tonight.

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This is all great stuff! :smiley:

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Starting day 1 as well. Broke my (recent) double digit streak last night, but I finally made an account on here and I’m feeling motivated. I’m happy to be a part of the community!

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Day 5 and it’s a struggle. Trying to stay strong…boy its hard!

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Yoga w/ Adriene. Seems like a well-known channel give the number of subs…although I’m sure there’s thousands of yoga channels. I saw this one continually mentioned whenever I looked into finding one.

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Thanks! Having a rough one today. Cant believe I made it 5 days but struggle is real.

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Why thank you, you ain’t doing so shabby yourself! :slight_smile:
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Blessings and sobriety!
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This one is great! I love Adrienne, she is joyful and the practice is not too difficult. Enjoy :blush:

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Yeah, I watched a pair of videos while icing my back, just to see what its like. I like her style and delivery. Going to have a crack at one tonight.

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Day 286. Logging in from work this morning. Back to being bored here and wishing they would have let us keep working from home. We all had to be back in the office June 1. So here I sit. Thankful I’m sober and for this forum. I really like being able to read everyone’s journeys here. It’s inspiring and motivating. I’m proud of all of you hitting milestone, running towards goals and anyone who is just taking it one day at a time. Keep going friends!!

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Hi , hope everyone is well . So ive made it to 1 month sober today , i honestly am so pleased , i dont even want to drink, im so over waking up feeling like shit and having to write off a whole day of the weekend to get over it , ive lost weight , started running at the beginning of being sober and just managed to run a 5k !!jeez i never thought a month ago i would be saying all this . Keep going peeps and if you slip up , dont beat yourself up about it , just get right back on it :grinning: stay healthy and well everyone . Namaste :pray:

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Feeling good today, supporting family, and maintaining healthy boundaries at the same time. One day at a time… have a great day everyone!

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