Checking in daily to maintain focus #15

Tell them you expect a reimbursement, lol.
Holy moly…

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You’ve been sober for 500 DAYS!! WOW!! You’re an inspiration @anon86726034 and I wanna thank you for sharing your journey and growth here with us. From you I learn so much, and for that I’m very grateful. Sober life = our best life, for sure! :raised_hands::pray::heart::muscle::slight_smile:

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You’ve got this, congrats on 500 days. Your post sums it up, much respect.:confetti_ball::tada:
Blessings and sobriety!
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382 days sober today. Makes me so happy. I am thankful for this, so very thankful to be sober! I remember when I was drinking and those terrible days and weeks following would make me so anxious and scared and sad. Hangovers brought with them a deep sadness that I couldn’t escape. So thankful I don’t have to go through that anymore.

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  1. Coffee. Work. Beautiful day. Not much to say. Happy I got out yesterday. Rather take a long nap right now. Such is life. At least I’m sober and clean. Have a good day all. Love.

    @anon86726034 Super number and super work Kevin! Huge congrats.
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Congratulations Kevin!
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days! :trophy:

Congratulations @anon86726034!!

This is one of the best posts I’ve read on here.

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  1. Decisions have been made in my county/school district. So that’s good. I’m on auto pilot. I have so much going on under the surface, my mind is scattered and I’m having trouble being present. I’m giving myself permission (←that word was just autocorrected to persimmon and that makes me smile :blush: lol) to be all over the place. Trying to control it and failing, or worrying about it, won’t do me any good. I guess that’s the silver lining…accepting I’m flustered and overwhelmed. That helps.

Anywho, this below seemed thought-provoking and wanted to share

Also, check out these cute persimmons :sparkles:

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Week 5 Sobriety. Been sleeping very heavy last few weeks and feel exhausted when I wake up for 30mins.

A bit of research tells me this can be normal in recovery. I’m eating clean and exercising daily

I have no urge to break sobriety :blush::+1:

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302 Days. I got everything over to social security and now I wait. The 15 pages turned into 25. They mentioned a second set of forms to fill out and I’m thinking 2 pages not 10. Well, at least it’s done.

My alcoholic husband, who’s still drinking, thinks he’s an AA expert and proceeds to question why I haven’t completed the steps in all this time. It came across like I’m not truly sober without this. He asked why do I bother doing all the meetings if I’m not doing the entire program. I didn’t feel the need to explain myself. I wanted to say “I do so many meetings to avoid your drunk ass.” I’m not going to allow this continous badgering to hinder my success.

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It’s your recovery, not his! Most “AA experts” I know, understand the idea of staying in one’s own lane. You do you.

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Is that sheep just taking a nap in the road, lol

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For once, I’m missing words. I just want to say that my thoughts are with you and your family at this time.

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Your pictures are so beautiful :heart:
Sober and clean is always good, stay strong.

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Oh Lisa how frustrating it must be for you . Please try and take no notice of your husbands comments ( easier said then done) your doing fantastically brilliant in your recovery there’s no law in having to do the steps the meetings are doing you well and keeping you clean and soba and that’s all that matters big hugs lovely I been meaning to message you before now to see how you are x x

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Day 621. Been feeling like it’s hard to keep up with life. I’m lacking the confidence I can do it, the motivation to try, and the attitude to succeed. It’s taking a toll and I’m not really functioning adequately recently. It’s giving me doubts about going back to school. I know I can master the educational material and score well in my courses, but regulating myself and keeping up with regular everyday life things in an independent manner at the same time, that’s more of an open question.

Saw a new psychiatrist today (the eleventh one I’ve seen at this point, I believe :confused:). He specializes in addictions/dual diagnosis, though, which is a great bonus. He thinks I may be bipolar II, and wants me to start a new medication for it. I’m not sure I agree with the diagnosis. It explains some mysteries quite well, but I don’t think it is entirely an accurate description of what’s going on. But we’ll see, I’ll try his suggestions and we’ll talk again about it, if it’s not helping at that point we’ll take a different route.

I want a break from all this.

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Checking in on day 42. Finally Saturday. Feeling much better again. Have a great Saturday you lovely people on here :heart_eyes::sunglasses:

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Your doing great Julia x happy Saturday my lovely friend x

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Hi, Exactly the same for me, sleeping great and heavy but totally exhausted in the morning. I’m on 5 weeks too.
Stay safe everyone :heart:

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