Checking in day 2 !
237 days gamefree
0,70 days tv free
Today was an emotion filled day.
I got out of bed at a decent time.
Constructed a LEGO build.
Listened to some podcasts.
Made a thread based on watching Netflix moderately. Thought said thread was removed without warning. Got angry. Wanted to make a new thread attacking the mods, but luckily I can control my anger nowadays so I didnāt. Did vent in personal thread. Discovered said thread was moved to the seeking help category after it was moved back to a category I can see. Felt stupid after discovering it had nothing to do with mods.
Now off to work.
When I get back Iāll join the TS meeting
2 months 18 days !!! Iām here, cutting the ties from my twenty year olds that can do for themselves!! They dont like it muchā¦oh well, time to do for me. Iāve been doing for every one else too much too much. My mom and my other 3 youngens cant do for themselves like they can. I wrote on another thread called being a black sheep of the familyā¦well thatās how I feelā¦so today is a better day than yesterday and Iām feeling alot better today. Thanks to you all, Iām here, and sober and feeling a lot betterā:smiling_face_with_three_hearts:
Super stoked!!!
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Well this is just plain fabulous!! So very happy for you @anon79808082 You have so much to be proud of!!! Warrior!!!
Thank you!
Sometimes it helps to have some space between mothers and daughters. I wish you some well deserved peace.
Checking in. Day 1 again. Trying SMART exercises and meditation. Also, reading Allen Carrās book on stopping drinking. I need to value myself enough to get sober and healthy. Thanks for letting me come back.
Hello! Ready to do day 1ā¦ again! The last few months have been so hard in all shapes and formsā¦ thank you for those that messaged me it brought me backā¦ catching up!
Glad you are back!!
It was tough. Ignored all notifications for months. But wanted to come back but had to know i was up for itā¦ feel better alreadyā¦ thank you!
Well that is exciting news!! I havenāt been as lucky, but am not actively looking anymore. Keep us posted!!!
Youāre here now and thatās what counts!
Welcome back, Marie!
hello Beardy phew its been a stupid few months not just alcohol just realising alot of stuff about me. Give up my new job! Was not me. Went mad for a couple of weeks. Took some quiet time. At a point where the only thing now i am sure of is not wanting to drink need clarityā¦
Missed you a lot!!! Iām so incredibly glad youāre back. Sending lots of love and strength to you xo
Day 1. Everything is bleek for me right now. Itās pretty unfair how I could just be in a good mood for a couple of weeks and then it just gets taken away from me. My entire god-damned life. Itās just a rollercoaster. I really feel like Iām being fucking toyed with. Things just feel out of my control and how can I take responsibility if thatās the case? I just think back to when I was happy and feel like a naive foolā¦ of course this feeling was coming back, what did you expect? Itās like I canāt hold on to anything Iāve learned.
@Jennajen even if itās been taxing, you are seriously doing awesome! That was a perfect way to assert yourself and make sure your needs are met without forbidding someone else of having their freedom. You should be proud.
@Hopeful777 welcome back.