Could you talk to a professional about your family situation? I had very strained relationship to my both parents and I’ve been working thru it in therapy. I had no idea how deal with those issues since they were not ready nor willing to listen. I’m doing much better since I’ve had a safe place to vent and to hear an outsider opinion.
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Checking in sober, Day 237. Looking forward to a new week.
@MrsOdh Glad to see you back, Sophia, and that you are doing better! Sleep difficulty and runaway anxiety are two challenges I face as well. What’s so frustrating is that each makes the other worse: anxiety makes it hard to sleep, and lack of sleep makes you tired and weak in facing life!! It is hard, but try to cling to the positives like you are doing (the sunshine, your kids), it does get better!
@anon60334405 Sorry about the difficulty with your daughters. As others have said, parenting is hard and sobriety is hard so doing both at the same time… The important thing is that they know that you love them and that you know that you love yourself. Hitting the gym and hitting a meeting are the best thing for you right now. Hang in there!
I hope everyone is well and has a great week - together we can do this!!!
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80 days clean and sober today. Feels amazing to be getting closer to the 90 day mark, so excited!!! Have a GREAT DAY EVERYONE!!! 
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Day 82, sober and seeking a higher power and a program of action.
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Checking in. 7 days without alcohol. Longest I’ve gone in a long time, pretty proud of myself. I had a relaxing weekend, took time to just rest from the bustle of family calling all weekend. Called back on my own time, instead of when they wanted, and felt so much better for being in control of my boundaries.
I could be eating better, junk food has unfortunately become a nightly ritual, but I’m giving myself kindess and grace in these early days. Feeling fairly clear headed, and not too tired. Great way to start a sober Monday. Have a great week everyone!
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Morning friends 
feeling really good this morning! Maybe I’m on this pink cloud that everyone talks about. I’m just feeling positive about recovery and about my life. I f’n love being clean and sober 
I’ve been having using dreams the past couple of nights. Dreams of me shooting up which is odd because I haven’t used a needle in many years (like 7 years). Not sure why I’m dreaming of that. But im not letting it phase me. Today I will keep busy by doing some ingredient and supply shopping for a cake I have to make for Sunday. Then I’m thinking of working out and taking care of some responsibilities around the apartment. I’m getting alot of money on wed so this time I’m going to do it!!! I’m not going to mess up. I have things I have to take care of with that money to get back on track. So im going to prep myself for that day. Hope everyone is having a great day! Luv u all 
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Thank you so much, Sassy. You’ve played a big part in my journey for sure. I couldn’t have designed a better place for me to be than here. 
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Big numbers for a big hearted lady and one mahooosive well done from me 
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Wooooo!!! 
Awesome job, Donna!
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On the old struggle bus again, just keep waking up a bit emotional but it’s better than waking up hungover with no self respect. Keep fighting the fight my friends.
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Thanks Rosa!
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Day 15 two week is completed. passed without difficulty. I woke up early, Spend time with my children. I walked, swam, read. I’ve been on this site every day. I thought, learned, and thank God.
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You’re awesome, girl. Love ya! Great work. 
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Whenever I read about people having using dreams I think it’s the “devil’s” last ditch effort to tempt you back. Stay strong girl…
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Thank you sweetie!
My salty friend!
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Haha i like that!! Jeeze its so true. Hope your doing well today Donna
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Thank you Jenna and @Olivia! I think I can do it. And lets face it, it’s not like the place will crumble without my overtime hours. I think this is one of the stories I told myself? Time to write a new chapter - sobriety and frolicking after work on the trails with my dog girl! Off to my 7.5hr day now. have a great day both! 
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36 Days. No hangover. Just sunburned lol.
So something new…stomach pains are gone. I think it was from drinking previously so much. I honestly had days that were so painful I couldn’t do anything. I’ve also been eaten a ton of gluten which I though was my problem…no issues so far! Even fatigue is gone 
Maybe my body is healing…only God knows!
So from my experience on this journey so far, keep on trucking and things seem to heal beyond your mind’s comprehension.
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Thanks lady!
Always good to disco dance! I actually remember those days; lots of fun!
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That struggle bus sure is a bitch. I was on like a 3 week struggle before my six months. Alot of clarity and positivity came once I got past the 6 months. Yesterday was the closest I’ve came to fucking up. Not sure where I’m going with this really, just keep pushing.
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