I’m sorry for the loss of your kitty 
I’m sure she’s now chasing butterflies and feeling young again. Big hugs 
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Some people have bad experiences of people too, no matter their heritage or color. But yes gypsies creates a lot of stigma and there’s many stereotypes about it. It’s still a pretty closed culture and a closed group and it had to be that way to protect ourselves from the nongypsies who used to hate us. But in my opinion it’s about time to change that, make people understand so they stop being afraid or filled with hate.
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Bit late but nice one 
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Oh your going to need a big box of tissues. 
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Really? Oh good! Don’t forget the chocolate! 
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Day 247!
Let’s check in again. And do it every day from now on.
My life took a big turn for the better and I’m learning how to be on my own.
It gives me a lot of peace of mind knowing that I do not miss my ex.
That I got out of that relationship because I did not want to be neglected anymore.
I wan’t to be vallued and loved for the person that I am.
She made me feel like I could do nothing right. I actually don’t know for sure If she even loved me anymore. I didn’t anymore. But I only found that out now.
I still have some self doubt thoughts regarding the things in the bedroom if you know what I mean.
We barely did anything in bed anymore. She blocked it whenever I was the mood. She rarely was. Anyway!!
Let’s make something better of this life we get. Sober!
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Crazy day of coincidences!!! Big hugs!
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Aww… So sorry dear. You have me in tears too, bless the beautiful memories!
Blessings and sobriety!
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Awe Bec, there is nothing wrong with looking back over those memories and having a good cry, it can be carthardic for you. It’s sad to lose someone but they still live in your memory 
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It’s Friday…yay…not like I’ve fuck all to be at this weekend😂
Was at a lunch time meeting yes and the host welcomed to the Thursday meeting, had to think twice, is it Thursday 
Half working from home and half at work is a pain in the arse but I’m still grateful I have a job.
Got a written warning after going awol for a week and then ending myself up in hospital.
Should have had that warning a long time ago but they really are decent at work so as I said I’m grateful for that.
Sleeping is still odd but only woke twice last night and back to sleep.
It’s something most people have a prob with early in recovery, your body is just adjusting.
Anyway, enough rambling from me, just checking in and hope everyone one is doing well 
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I’m here, I’m alive and I’m sober.
Day 12
Diet or actually eating the way I’m supposed to is going well, but gosh how I’m longing for a real white bread sandwich with cheese. Luckily I spotted vegan mayo in my local store yesterday so I might buy some gluten-free bread even if it tastes like sawdust and at least make myself a tomato and mayo sandwich.
Finding things that it both free from gluten and milk isn’t really easy. There’s a lot more options out there compared to when I was a kid, but it’s still limited. Baking seems impossible, my last attempts have failed hard.
Better get uses to it though, according to the doc it’s going to be like this for the rest of my life. I’m not impressed but the good side is that I don’t have stomach cramps anymore.
Still having a cold but it feels a bit better. Sun is shining and I’m about to write that paper with due this afternoon. I don’t know why I’ve got out of the habit writing things way before due date. I need to work in that. Found a Pinterest post on steps to take and questions to ask yourself if you wanted to change your life around and I’m going to look at it this weekend. Things has already changed a lot, to the better but I think it’s always good to have a goal and something to work your way up to.
Kids are still home today, sun is shining, I’m making breakfast, taking a walk to up homework for them while wearing a mask Ofc.
Wishing y’all a wonderful weekend. 
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- Today is the surgery. Optimistic for her, but the old alcoholic in me worries. There is an AA meeting around the corner from the hospital i think i will go to. Only one person is allowed in the hospital with her, and that will be her daughter. I think a meeting will be more benificial than me being worried, sitting in my truck.
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So you are Roma?
@Becsta GGlad u shared this. It is totally understandable you would feel sad. You don’t always have to be happy. Hugs.
@Luckyredz Hugs to u too, my condolences.
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My heart and prayers go out to you all today 
Yes, meeting definitely sounds like a good idea!
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Congrats to u too!
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- Coffee. It’s so special to come on this thread after a day or so and read through all your stories, victories and triumphs, adversities and setbacks, struggles and easy times. All with the aim of living life sober and clean. Reading about you sharing your lives. We’re all in this together. Thanks so much for being here.
Me I needed a day on my own, a day on my bike and walking on the beach. I need my me time and I’m not going to feel guilty about it. It was a good day. Today I’m meeting with my bestie, we’ll watch the Tour de France together someplace in town. It will be a good day too. Clean and sober. Have a good one all. Love from Amsterdam and the beach.
@Misokatsu Congrats Flo! @Fargesia_murielae 400 man! Gefeliciteerd! @Rockstar24777 3 Months is huge! Congrats!
@Becsta Damned that’s hard lady. Big hugs. @Thirdmonkey Thinking of you and yours Scott.
@allofyou So proud of you. Keep going. It’s worth it. Hugs and love.
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