Thank you…
I decided to block all the pharmaceutical sites just another way of making sure I can’t get hold of the stuff…
Seeing all of your long term sobrietys on here , gives me the courage to stay strong.
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Great to see you, I’ve missed you and informative posts on better eating. 
Keep taking good care of you.
Blessings and sobriety!
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I’m here, I’m alive and I’m sober.
Day 16
Having the day off today, no school but I still gotva lot to do. It bugs me that we’re not allowed in school because of Coronarestrictions the boys are back first day today and I would have wanted to have a word with their teachers. I know it’s for the best and I just have to settle with that. But It’s still annoying. Need to hand in a new schedule for the after school club to, and I’m about three weeks behind with the course literature so I need to read some too. And get a haircut, my bangs I was supposed to save until it grows out isn’t looking as good as I thought it would, and my wrinkles in my forehead is more visible without it. So I need to change that.
But now I’m watching best of the 80s on VH1. I gave myself time to 10.00 but that ain’t gonna happen because it’s 10.02 now, so I’ll stay here for 15 mins more 
Everything is going well this far, except for yesterdays family drama, it stays the same today. So unfortunately no new updates for you guys.
I discovered that tartex a vegan spread is gluten-free so I’ll buy me some if that. And marshmallows fluff, it contains sugar but with options as limited as they already are I might need to think twice about my idea if limit sugar as well.
Missing my American family and my best friend like crazy today. We had a video call a few days ago, but it’s like it’s getting worse after those calls and I really wish I could be there, we usually goes at least every fall so I guess it’s just that time of the year. I could book a ticket for the future ofc but it feels pointless because we have no idea when the borders will open amd remains open. Being a Swede at times like this also complicates things a bit because of our way to handle the virus.
I can’t even send a package to them or receive a package from them. Because our and their postal service don’t do abroad packages because of the outreak.
Thing is that being realistic and look at history I don’t see how it’s going to ease soon either. The Spanish flu was a two year minimum long outbreak.
Yes I know people are dying from this or get permanently ill. I’m having bad asthma myself so not taking any risks. And I’m fully aware that I’m whining about small things and even luxury in a hard time. And that people are having much more of a hard time than I do. I just needed to vent it somewhere.
Wishing y’all a wonderful day 
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Totally agree with Conor, owning up to your actions is a major step. It was still just a thought, you may have put it in the virtual cart but you did not buy it so it’s still a win 
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@Bomdhil, you’re here in my heart and prayers. Keep getting up and giving it your all.
Blessings and sobriety!
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Thank for your honesty Danni. I bet it’s tough right now but you had many good actions lined up too! Proud of you girl! Can you do something to take your mind off this? Take a walk with the doggo? 
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@BJM, you are right… It is a win! Thank you for giving a positive view… Sometimes you pull to the negative!
@Olivia, I have never been more honest with myself and others since this recovery started… I had to start raw from inside me and actual show the true me! I shall go take the big mutt for a walk. I’ve finished work for the day a 30 minute conference call earns me my wages for the day… This friggin pandemic has totally thrown my work into nothing 
I’m sure the shops are calling me and nice krispies kreme donut to reward myself for not giving in as a reward!
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60.08 Days
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- Coffee. Indian summer. Late shift coming up. I feel pretty good after a long night of sleep. The job is demanding now because we have some residents whose disorders are rather disordered so to speak. Happy I can face it sober and clean. Have a good day all. Love from the community flower garden.
@Desire2ChangeToday Glad to see you Shay! Going strong!
@anon27760155 You’re strong Danni. Good work. Bon appetit!
@Jonachav123 I think it’s exactly what you’re doing Jonathan. Caring about yourself. Working on yourself. Reflecting on yourself. Keeping your sobriety intact. You’re doing good friend. Keep going.
@M-be-free49 We have to meet these triggers to learn about them M. My recent little trip to Germany was like that in that respect. Made it through. I’m sure next time will be easier. Hugs.
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Day 729
Started this day with a beautiful little bike tour in the neighborhood. Hubby running and me right behind him enjoying nature and making pictures🌱
My clear mornings are a great gift sober life gave me
Push trough and it’s yours too!
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“The thought of being sober for the rest of my life is terrifying, however the thought of being sober today is wonderful.” You put into words how I feel. I think this is the attitude we need to do that “one day at a time” thing. Thanks for sharing.
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I agree with you!! Being sober forever is so scary! Im doing the one day at a time. Have a sober, happy, peaceful day!
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Day8 Sober check in!
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That is so beautiful. I would love to go there. Congratulations! 301 days! Amazing!!!
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Day 225. The urine test went well yesterday, funny how even tho I know I haven’t done anything. Part of me wonders if I will fail😂. Good morning lift session at my buddies house, hit 205 for 7. 225 for 5, and 235 for 3 on bench press today. Which I’ve never even been able to hit 225 for one in the last couple of weeks. Have a blessed day
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Day 18, Good morning! The Crescent moon is beautiful this morning. A pinkish orange. I went to my meeting last night, there was only one car there. I stopped to talk to her, and unfortunately the meeting is cancelled for now, due to a visitor that came from Florida last week testing positive for covid. She was so welcoming and sweet. She did tell me about another meeting really close to my house for Tuesday’s and Thursday’s. So tonight, I’m going there. Thy will be done! Have a great sober day all!
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Ugh Danni. I know exactly what post your talking about. I almost started researching it too. I started rationalizing it in my head because the person mentioned it was legal. That addict voice can really fuck with my head. I’m glad you and I didn’t follow through. Why people feel the need to discuss a new drug on a sober website is really messed up.
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Yeah it was like OooOo what’s this I need to know more, but as you said we didn’t follow through! I count myself so lucky that I can share and people understand x
I had that thought as I was crying its messed up, however least its another drug we can say no too x
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