Checking in daily to maintain focus #20

[anon12657779]

Now that does look like a rabbit!

[Dazercat]

Thanks. I don’t know if she’s ok or not. She’s predictable. It’s nothing new. I’m hoping after the election there will be a change. Otherwise I really don’t know what we are going to do. I think it’s going to be a rough couple of weeks. And then some. We both really really hate what’s going on in this country. Oh and there’s a pandemic We never felt so much hate. It’s bad!! In our view it isn’t politics. It’s good versus evil. I’m just grateful I’m doing it this year sober. And we been drinking buddies around forty years. Usually I’d be right there with her. I really did pick a great year to sober up. Who knew I was going to quit drinking?
Thanks again for asking.
I hope you’re having a great Sunday.

[C_8]

@Dazercat

And we been drinking buddies around forty years

Ah! That sounds like a tough one!
I’m with you regarding this horrendous year, and I’m glad you’re sober.
I pray for a better 2021. For all of us

[Dragonflygirl82]

Thank you Cate

[RosaCanDo]

I am so sorry, Donna. How tragic, but also what a treasure you have that he showed himself in your dream and you got that reassurance from him. I’m so glad you have your sister to share memories with and remember your brother together. Sending big hugs.

[Dragonflygirl82]

Awe Donna I’m so sorry… I cannot even imagine the pain. Sending you the biggest hug today

[anon79808082]

Thank you Rosa; that made me smile and cry at the same time.
My son’s middle name is James, and when I know he’s not doing well I pray to Jimmy to keep an eye on him.

[anon79808082]

Thank you Courtney, I’ll take it.
When I was in FL back then, Adam Walsh had just been taken. Jimmy was 3 months after that. I always say to people to not listen to anyone if they say you’re being too over protective; not in this world.
Love you…

[anon28001181]

Congrats on 60! I know what you mean about wanting to pass your PB before really celebrating. I catch myself thinking the same way sometimes. But you wouldn’t be able to get back to that point and then past it, without this milestone or all the other days leading up to it.

I think that’s something to celebrate and also the fact that you didn’t give up and are trying again.

[anon28001181]

Sending some love and comforting thoughts your way, Donna. I have 4 brothers and I can’t imagine losing one of them, especially not knowing what happened.

You’re doing great and you’re such a positive light here. I’m sure your brother would be very proud of you.

[anon79808082]

Thank you, sweetie… I appreciate that so much.

[Rockstar24777]

@Tomek you’re not whining at all you’re talking about your feelings which is awesome!!! I’m proud of you for opening up here, it’s a safe place and no one judges you. Please take it easy on yourself you’re doing better then you think!!! Stay strong

[Esme710]

Checking in, day 10.

[Rockstar24777]

Prayers and hugs coming your way, love you my friend!!!

[anon28001181]

Sober Sunday Check In.

[Clarity]

Hey guys checking in day 86 I think…
Yesterday was the first day in a long time that I reeeally had to battle a craving but I got through. And glad I didn’t give in because it would suck to be hungover today!! I settled with ordering beef in my thai food (that is me living on the wild side these days ) and some ice cream.

Going to my first ever in person AA meeting tonight. Hopefully it will be a catalyst for many more to come.
Bottling some kombucha and mealprepping some vegan meals. Not going to get sucked into negativity today.
Going to Utah tomorrow! Haha I am a sucker. My daughter crying for me last night really got to me.
Hope you all have a splendid day!

[anon79808082]

Thank you Rob…

[SinceIAwoke]

Thanks for sharing this, Donna. By such courage, openness, and vulnerability we come to know and trust and love each other.

May his soul and the souls of all the departed rest in peace.

[CATMANCAM]

@Tommo How did the dog walk and talk go?
@Penguin Congrats on 60! I feel the same, I relapsed after 88 and am back on 37 eager to hit 90!
@anon79808082 My goodness, how difficult that must have been for you and your family, and to have lived with ever since, bless your heart, I’m so glad he found you in your dream state to offer comfort as something to hold on to. Thank you for sharing.

Checking in with 37 days.

I was struggling to get myself out for my walk this morning, so had to bribe myself with the promise of another Starbucks Pumpkin Spice Frappucino! I can’t wait to try the Beanies version when they arrive. I’ve got a blender and ice trays so I can make it the same and buy some oat milk .

@apes2020 I know what you mean about CoffeMate, it’s so creamy and moreish, but I’m lactose intolerate now so can’t indulge sadly, I have my coffees black mostly, unless I’ve been to get groceries and have some nut or oat milk in the fridge.

I then tried to sit down at home and do some journalling, which I didnt quite manage, but I did manage to write down 38 positive statements about my recent ‘wins’ or progress if you like, so that’s something, and it made me feel good.

I really struggled to get myself out for my second walk today, I usually go at 2:30/3pm, but finally made it out the door at 16:45! I didn’t enjoy it at that time at all, but I’m still glad I managed to get out and achieve it, and I’ve been on this thread ever since I got home at 17:45. It’s time for a product now (I’m on a meal-replacement diet, day 8!), and then reading, meditating, and sleep. Hoping Monday feels better tomorrow than it did this week

[Mno]

Just want to give you big hugs Donna. Words don’t mean much on days like this. or maybe I just can’t come up with any. You’re in my thoughts and in my heart friend. Love and hugs.