- Doing some work from home before going to work an early shift bc of a deadline to make. Typically me, procrastinator pur sang. I’m OK. I’m sober and clean. I’m off tomorrow. I love my new home. Have a great week all! Love from my pimped up appartement.
I don’t know about your exact living situation and what you’ve tried so far, but there are tricks to make cats find their own way back. As a kid, we once got our cat back after 2 weeks by letting the front door ajar for 2 nights with a bowl of food just inside (with my parents keeping guard). And there are more possibilities.
Day 160 ended before I could post - it’s 15 minutes into Day 161 and I gotta get some sleep! A full day - 800km of road trip and an accommodations glitch, but instead of rushing to fill the ice bucket upon check-in, my big complaint is no kettle here for my nighty-time tea, so that’s progress
Will catch up on your days tomorrow, sweet sober pals.
Day 764 and day 44 diet coke free.
Day off today until end of march
I am doing good today. Had some good talk with friends. I am so grateful now to have them. And they always give me something to think about, to learn. I feel that more and more are not okay with the current situation, not being able to go skiing etc. Or travelling as freely as a year ago. I don’t think flying somewhere is a human right. But what makes me thinking is why don’t I am so depressed bc of this or suffer from that.
And what popped up is that although I could say, fuck a was alcohol dependent, I now feel such a freedom of being able toake changes in my life or/and accept things. This is soooo much freedom that some months of less contacts or consumerism (well for that… ) cannot diminish that.
Oh. it was not anger, I try not to spread anger since I know how much it hurts me already when internalizing it. it is sadness. but thank you. Maybe I put it down in the wrong words. It is sadness. Have a nice day.
So proud of you!
Wtf. Hell, I hope you will get help soon. I also learned the hard way in the last months that what is not written down likely did not happen.
In your case, when your health is implicated it’s even worse.
I am glad that you stay positive and in believe the only possible way to get through this is being sober. I wish you all the best!
That sounds very hard and frustrating but sounds like u are taking control. And to keep in control u have to stay sober.
Thank you TS pals! @Piglet @Dazercat @Olivia @Jennajen @TSan @Mickymo @Lisa07 @RosaCanDo @Dan531 @CapriciousCapricorn and everyone else!
Ya’ll made my day # 101 and my journey in sobriety wouldn’t have been the same without you!
Checking in on day 13. Up early as usual but I think it’s just what my body likes to do in sobriety. After like 8 hours of sleep I am ready to wake up and start my day. Have a great day everyone.
Day 6, tobacco free. Going to tackle this beast again.
Well done that’s great I am trying but find at the moment but I am only 2 days sober but you have cracked this well done
Well done! That’s huge. You’ve got this!
By the way. thank you for mirroring things back to me!!! apreciate it!
Checking in with 16 days behind me. Waking up a bit anxious. Many rushing thoughts … how do I deal with all these things that bring stress into my life? Can I actually do this forever? There’s something broken deep inside that I don’t know how to fix. Will I just replace alcohol with some other destructive habit? Overwhelmed and flooded with these thoughts. Headed to the gym.
Day 308. So I got zero sleep, for the first time since about 4 months I couldn’t sleep. Mind was just racing, not negatively or anything, yesterday was actually a pretty good day. So idk, I feel funny. Almost like I actually did drugs. Maybe it’s my mind and body reminding me of what life use to be like? I have no idea, but yeah happy Monday I geuss. I could tell my mom was having funky thoughts when I told her I wasn’t able to sleep, I’m sure she was thinking drugs.
Time to head on down to Stewart’s for some coffee and a slice of breakfast pizza.