Checking in daily to maintain focus #24

I love thisđŸ€Ș
“Trying To Forget Anything As Intriguing As This Would Be An Exercise In Futility.”

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Wow! That really gives me hope! Thanks for sharing that :slight_smile: congrats on your 3 months!! (I noticed your profile pic was a 3 month chip!)

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He also had cravings for the first 2 and a half years so it’s not always an overnight success or a blinding light and in walks god. Some of us actually have to put some effort into it.

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I truly believe i am one of those people lol

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Good to see you back.
Never give up trying. Sometimes that’s all we can do.
I’m still saying a prayer for you when I wonder where you are on here.
:pray:t2::heart:

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765bc2a3c061cc47bd0c16d7c0afd4ecb9d2590209a4449463fc15c33c4622d1.0 congrats on 200!! :tada::trophy::tada::trophy::tada:

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Good proves your not alone :wink:

Thank you! And honestly
 that means alot :slight_smile: thank you for the prayers :heart:

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:confetti_ball::heart::hugs: You are awesome.

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Day 117: Was really feeling the exhaustion today and slept a long time. Last night was stressful and emotional and it just drained me completely. Hard to get out of bed at all, but hubby made grilled cheese and tomato soup and that was nice. Chucho slept by my side most of the day, no incidents and it was such a relief to just sink into the bed under heavy blankets. No regrets! Hubby also rearranged our tiny bedroom last night and it’s amazing how much better it feels. Feng Shui is on point! So interesting how a little shift in a space can completely change the energy in it. I think I’ll continue my relaxing day back in bed with tea and a movie while I knit. Hubby is playing D&D via zoom with his family tonight. Hope you all find a little bit of peace in your day. Love to you. :heartpulse:

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Day (really close to) 50. I feel blah. Partially the cloudy and rainy weather, partially going back to work on Monday after 2-1/2 weeks, partially post-holiday let-down, partially my SO’s adult daughter and her neverending drama. I have reasons to feel blah, but no plans to drink. Is around Day 50 one of those milestones where you just feel lousy? I know everyone is different


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If I’m honest, my online shopping habit is also questionable
but yes, it makes me happy too. I also spend less online in a week than I was spending on alcohol or anything else. Winning at last :+1::slightly_smiling_face::yellow_heart:

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Stay connected, we are all here for you :yellow_heart:

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Congratulations Michelle, You are doing so well!

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Good shit girl. Keep it up :slight_smile:

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Wow you have so much going on, but you are still sober. You are doing an amazing job. :slightly_smiling_face::yellow_heart:

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Just lost my roommate to a relapse :sleepy:

I didn’t realize how bad it hurts, we got him to detox, but it actually made me tear up, we been tight since rehab 7 months ago, what’s making it worse, I’m not an emotional person, and I felt it,

Makes the world feel slightly empty

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worn out. Yesterday and today helped Ms. :monkey: renovate her kitchen. Painting done, back splash done, counter top done, pantry shelving built
 Tomorrow, minor touch ups and get everything in its place.

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@Dazercat thank you so much!!! :blush::blush::+1:

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Counter hit 40 today! can’t believe i made it through holidays, hosting dinners, family randomly flying in etc
 They just left. I’m worn out from the visit- but glad i didn’t have one hangover & we did fun stuff every day with my nieces & nephews. I even got up early with them. have to work on my next goals now.

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