Goodnight all
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@anon27760155 congratulations on 160 days. Keep kicking ass girl.
@Jonachav123 Your one year is fanfrickentabulous
@Fury I totally feel what youāre saying. Starting fresh and sober is huge. When we obtain the things weāve lost and/or walked away from I hope we will have that much more appreciation for them.
@zzz It is sooooo great to see your one month. I see such a difference in you and itās inspiring.
@Olivia & @Salty Congratulations on triple digits.
@anon60334405 I look forward to hearing about the tattoo developments.
207 days. Did some reading on codependency and still donāt see myself with exception to a few common characteristics. Going to continue to be mindful of staying in the present and staying out of my head. The moment I allow myself to get stuck in my head is the moment I start to spiral. I have decided to limit the time I spend alone in my bedroom and force myself to become more active in keeping busy. I read something on one of the other threads & it really struck me. Basically noted we are either working on our recovery or working on a relapse. Itās time my focus is on me being happy with me. Not going to be an easy task but any progress will be worth it.
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@zzz It makes me happy to see you celebrating a full month friend. Big congrats.
@Olivia & @Salty Huge congrats on reaching triple digits ladies! Awesome! @Salty Never apologize for sharing dear friend. Thanks for the trust. Sorry for your troubles and worries. Thinking of you and yours. Big hugs.
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day 40ā¦ 40 at 40 
ā¦ So last night I woke up standing at my window screaming in terrorā¦ I had ripped my curtains down and I had opened my window - in my sleep , in the middle of a nightmare/night terrorā¦ This is nothing new to me. I have had night terrors for a very long time. Two decades at least. But it only ever happened if I was stressed or when Iād been awake for more than 3 daysā¦ So Iām at a loss as to why it happened last night because I am at my best health wiseā¦ I need new curtains now
ā¦ So last night I woke up standing at my window screaming in terrorā¦ I had ripped my curtains down and I had opened my window - in my sleep , in the middle of a nightmare/night terrorā¦ This is nothing new to me. I have had night terrors for a very long time. Two decades at least. But it only ever happened if I was stressed or when Iād been awake for more than 3 daysā¦ So Iām at a loss as to why it happened last night because I am at my best health wiseā¦ I need new curtains now
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@Tomek Wow, there is such a wonderful expression on the face!
@anon28001181 Nice number!
@Salty Congratulations on the days, sorry to hear about ur fil.
@Moonshadow You donāt need to go. Here is a place to be no matter how well or poorly sobriety is going. I understand how sensitive u can be especially in early sobriety, and such ātough loveā can feel discouraging. It is not meant to beš.
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OMGGGGGGGG. . .calling all family. Hop on the bus cuz weāre off to a drive by and throw cake @Misokatsu
WHOOP WHOOP. . . happy 5 months beautiful 
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Congratulations 
5 months is amazing!! Glad you are apart of this forum. 
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Congrats on 5 months!! 
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Day 124: Emotions all over the place today. Working through it, actually, my husband and I are both working through it and it aināt always easy. Grief has spun us around. Mr. Chucho is more and more disoriented, has started standing, staring in corners and otherwise showing signs of confusion. We put Christmas away today and the energy was bristly for a few hours until I forced a conversation neither of us wanted but both of us needed. Then the switch flipped and the mood has lightened. I am SO grateful that my husband decided to do dry January, because it just makes things easier right now to have alcohol out of the house and out of the equation completely. Not saying I have cravings, I just donāt have to have it in my face. Now that I think about it, my husband could be experiencing some withdrawal type feelings and I hadnāt considered that before.
Now we are prepping dinner and my husband is grilling steaks in the frigid cold so we can feed some to Chucho (if heāll take it - the only thing he doesnāt refuse right now is deli meat, so fingers crossed). If you want to send hugs and positive vibes my way, I will gladly accept them. Sad sad sad.
Sending love out to everyone. 
Edit: He ate plenty of steak! Hooray!
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SOOOO incredibly happy for you! Felicidades and well done, lady!
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Much love to you my girl. Sending all positive vibes 
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Hope Chucho can eat a little.
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When it finally clicks its a whole new ball game, well done on your sober days 
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Sending lots of hugs and positive vibes your way 
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congrats on 3 sober weeks
Heās eating it!
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