@RosaCanDo I’m so sorry for your loss
Definitely! It was a tough road for them, but they’ve kept on it and it’s inspiring to see them do it together. We don’t live near each other right now but will in a few months, so I’m excited to have people around who are also actively not drinking. Sometimes it’s hard to have friends when everything revolves around drinking. I mean, right now I’m not really seeing anyone anyways bc of covid but I’m sure you know what I mean! I’m looking forward to having a crew of people to do fun and alcohol free activities.
90 days yesterday! It’s amazing how you can go from feeling absolutely hopeless, to feeling hope for the first time in a long time. If anyone reading this is feeling like things will never get better, don’t give up. Keep trying everything and anything, until it sticks.
Congrats on achieving 90 days!! It is an amazing accomplishment, meaning you were alcohol-free over Thanksgiving, Christmas and New Years!!! Triple-digits here you come!!
Checking in January 11th 2021
Woke up to making a smoothie for a wake up in the morning my go to breakfast feeling great had a spooky night couldnt get much sleep im a spiritual person i dont know how this may sound to others but as i was sleeping i awoke to myself struggling to fight something off something evil something else was was trying to get ahold of me my wifey woke me up and an image of a cow skull with horns kept coming in and out as a way to show itself i kept saying JESUS JESUS JESUS The more i kept saying JESUS it was loosing grip of me and i snapped out of it i dont know what that was about but i may just do a prayer today
I’ve cried so many tears of joy in the last 24 hrs. I seriously can not believe it. Im checking in with 2 years and 1 day sober today. Thank you HP, thank you to my sponsor, and thank you to the fellowship of AA. My life is truly changed for the better.
So sorry to hear of Chucho passing He always will be in your heart, and as you believe he played a huge part in your sobriety your continued sobriety will further keep him alive to you. Sending you hugs!
Sending you hugs and love. So sorry my friend.
Sending you my condolences for chucho
I am so, so sorry for your loss Rosa. I know the pain of losing an elderly pet and specifically a dog. You and your husband took such good care of him, he was beyond blessed to have you guys.
Stay strong like you have been, your TS family is here for you
@Private50 Congrats on 30 days!! I think that was one of my biggest milestones because it seemed that the early the days were the hardest.
@Draynewe Big congrats on 3 months, that’s huge!! Keep up the hard work
@Ninjakitty 2 years!!! That is AMAZING Congratulations and thank you for sharing your journey with us!
Checking in on day 211 for me, nothing special planned this week besides the daily work grind. Hope everyone has a good Monday
I’m sorry to hear about you losing your Chucho, its terrible to lose a friend like that.
Aww This really touched my heart. You did an amazing job taking care of Chucho and in a way Chucho took care of you too … A dogs love is such a powerful thing and Chucho loved you so so much! What lucky souls you were to have each other!! We shall meet them at the bridge.
Day 205
Woke up with depression. No rhyme or reason probably cause I need meds I ran out of psych is weeks out.
Got to experience the funeral procession of the fallen officer from DC first hand, very sombering, however turned to quick levels of irate when i saw the news make a political stance about it. USCP lost a brother, a family lost a member can we put the BS aside for one day?
So sorry to hear about your dear Chucho, Rosa. Sending condolences and hugs to you and the rest of his pack.
Day 213 clean and sober today. Still trudging along with the healing process. Have a great day everyone I love you guys!!!
Day 171
Yesterday we came face to face with Covid… My daughter got out of the car as my neighbor and his kids were leaving their house (no masks) and my daughter said “my friends are home!” And started running to them. I had my hands full and the dad says “No Adri we have Covid” and she kept running and I screamed at her (she is two almost 3). And she stopped like 5 ft away maybe less idk. She was about to give the daughter a big bear hug like she usually does. Thank god she listened to me for once. So everyone on our culdesac has had Covid except for us. Anyway. That was terrifying.
In other news I got sooo much done during my phone break… I feel like I moved mountains. I bet if I take another week off my phone my house will be spotless. But it does get lonely. But its nice being completely ignorant of whats going on in the world because I dont watch the news on TV either. All is well in my world. Hope you all have a great sober day!