Day 139: Today was just rotten. But I’ll be back to try again tomorrow.
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Tomorrow I will wake up on day 1,180. Haven’t been around much because I’ve been out doing life things. A few people here are aware of what’s been going on over the last 5 months or so, but I decided to not let it define me. Life is good these days.
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Sorry Rosa.
I swear I was just thinking about you. Wondering how you were doing. I hope you have a better day tomorrow.
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Day 813. Wishing everyone a good week, Monday 
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- Coffee. New (work) week. Running late so I got to hurry. Sober and clean. It’s what I am and much better like this. One day at a time. Have as good a week as you all can friends. Love from Amsterdam and the Noordzee. Happy to have been there for a bit yesterday.
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Day 100, only 21 more days till a new high score. Got my therapy session again today, they are good, and helping me not use if nothing else. One love to you all
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Checking in.
I really felt like drinking yesterday. My back hurts, my chest is tight. And I feel blah. I didn’t drink. But this is a tough patch. Day 426.
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@RyanSA Such sorrow we hold for those who cannot see for themselves. I am sorry that you are suffering for him. I hope that your future selfs find each other as brothers and not at strangers.
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Queen M checking in: Begining Day 22 after 7 hours of sleep, wrapped in a blanket, sitting on a balcony, drinking a spot of tea, listening to the waves crashing. So sureal.
Yesterday was just too beautiful to find fault. The sunset so magically over the Gulf of Mexico. The sun was warm and the children laughing on the beach was delight. The Tampa football team won and their joy was infectious, sorry/not sorry to all the Packer fans @RetainKing but it was pretty cool down in Flordia. AND… I had my key lime pie @dalex77!
Waiting to see the rest of Lido Beach wake up on this Monday morning and attempting to ignore the snowy landscaped texts my family keeps sending me. Maybe I should mute them…
Peace and Love to ya’all♥️
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Checking in about 14 hours after resetting my counter. I made it all the way to day 51 and a few hours after checking in I relapsed. I not only took pills but I drank a lot too over those 10 days. I was feeling great and then one text message and down I went. Then once I messed up I figured hey might as well really fuck it up. 🤦🤦🤦 I feel and look awful. 
Literally for 10 days I was just popping pills and drinking like I wasn’t 51 days clean and wanting to stay that way. Addiction is so sneaky, just when I think I have it all figured out it creeps back in and takes over. I know I’m going to have a rough few days but I will get through it and I will get sober.i wasn’t able to catch up on everything I missed but I read a lot and you all are so amazing. I missed this place. Have a wonderful Monday everyone. 
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Doing good that’s a lot of days
Thanks be safe today as well. Yiu guys still on lockdown
Good for you I’m cheering you on
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Hey all, checking in on day 225. Hope everyone has a good start to the week!
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Your busy but you sound like your on a mission to complete your Goals praying your day goes well have a great day and God Bless you
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Checking in after a lovely weekend with Baby Ava 
That’s what I call my 15-year-old and that will never change. I call my 24-year-old Babygirl and that won’t change either 
Gearing up for a very busy work and school week. I’m really looking forward to it. My ADHD meds were increased, so we’ll see if there is a difference or not 
Honestly, the only thing the meds have done so far is kinda sedate me, which is good because my teeth clenching is so much better during the day. I’m not really noticing a difference in concentration though. So… we shall see 
Happy Monday sober friends! How lovely it is to wake up hangover free!
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Glad you are back here checking in!! That relapse sounds awful, I am so sorry that happened to you. Ugh. At least now you know that it only takes one pill or one drink to come undone. Like you said, the mind is so tricky! 51 days is soooo amazing, I know you can do it again and beyond. I hope you get lots of rest and start feeling better soon.
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So lost could mean a lot of things if you dont mind how is he lost. Maybe I could pray for him?
Happy Monday! Checking in sober, Day 384. Kinda cranky, didn’t get enough sleep and really need coffee! Unfortunately it is 2F (-10F wind chill) and there’s only decaf in the house so now I need to bundle up and go to the convenience store for a cup! At least the week can only get better from here!!
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Day 227 clean and sober today. I hope everyone has a great day today, love you guys!!! 
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