You know, deep inside you know it makes sense, after all what’s the alternative. Congrats on your sober days. 
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I’m here, I’m alive and I’m sober.
Day 150
I was planning on celebrating this day a little bit when I eventually got here. But now it doesn’t feel that big,because I’ve got so many other things to clear up.
Talked to the social service again today, they still don’t want to do a dang thing about it. The social service lady even said that we where rude calling that often. My husband said he’ll call the newspaper instead so they’ll start doing something at all to help out.
I doubt they will, but we’ll see.
We had more snow coming today, and almost a full hour with sunshine. It’s cold as heck, the weather forecast says it’s going to stay this way for about two weeks.
Another school meeting tomorrow, seminar on Friday again. Still haven’t made up my mind if I’m going to stay in school.
Hope y’all are doing well 
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Noooo! This is worth celebrating! We still made cake. Pink cake, so hopefully you can swing around for a piece, and make some time to feel pretty proud of your 150 days. We’re proud of you. 
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Halfway through Day 75. Still battling an ear infection. Can’t hear well at all. Not hearing my husband, though, can be a bit of a blessing ! 
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Well you do what you gotta do and I’ll have a little party anyway bc 150 is huge 
well done
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200 days without alcohol today. I’ve made it this far before - this is usually when things start to scare me. I relapsed before around 200/270 days. But! That’s the past! This time around I feel much stronger and am focusing on other things health wise, so it’s my head isn’t screaming at me too loud this time around.
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Congratulations on your 225 days of being AF 
You’re kicking ass Michelle 
Sorry to read you’re down and in a rut.
Another one of those pesky feelings. I hope it passes soon for ya. And another feel will come by soon. And you know why you’re doing this. Because we are all powerless over alcohol. And none of us wants to go back to that real living hell. Just for today buddy 
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Hi Sophia. I was going to say that’s amazing, but I know you’re such a strong lady you can do anything. And you’re doing this! And you are AMAZING after reading all the incredible stuff you do for your family I’m not surprised a celebration would be exhausting. So we’ll celebrate for you. Because you are so worth it.
Congratulations on reaching 150 !
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Checking in day 69 ! I have two job interviews today 
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I hear ya buddy. I got the same problem. I can’t figure it out. Getting thru the Holidays I thought I’m going to get back to my workout. Never happened. But I kept power walking at least. Then let’s get through the inauguration. Still didn’t start working out again. Now I got 3 feet of snow. I can’t get out and walk. And No I don’t want to work out. WTF!! At least we’re sober. So we got that going for us. I’ve been here before and I’m a pro at starting over. We’ll get there. It’s getting warmer over here. 16 degrees now. It might reach 30 
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Hell yeah man. Some days I can’t lie I’ll forget to wake up grateful, or go to bed grateful. Even in a.a I would do it sometimes, but I’ll usually catch myself. And trust me it’s exactly why I hope and have faith that I’ll never pick up again, bc I know for a fact I don’t want to go through all that pain again. I 100 % don’t want to lose these days and have to fight for them back.
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Congratulations on your 200 days Brooke
Fuck what’s happened in the past.
Keep checking in you’re worth it.
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- Checking in. Out of my funk. Work tonight for the next three nights and then I’m off for 8
Hope everyone has an awesome/sober day!
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@MagicILY congrats on 60 days
@zzz congrats on 50 days
@cwak Feel better soon
@Soundlab congrats on double digits
@MrsOdh congrats on 150 days
@gmeeb congrats on 200 days
170 days no alcohol.
138 days no cocaine.
Having another very low mood day. I know they happen and I also know they eventually pass, but damn I wish my MH was more stable. I’m struggling with incessant cravings for crisps, but I really am trying to wait until Saturday and stick to just Saturdays for now, if I can get used to that then I’ll be pleased, but if the obsession/compulsion doesn’t leave during the weekdays in-between then I’ll have to reconsider and quit them completely because I hate being so preoccupied.
Zoom support group tomorrow might help lift my mood a bit, then DBT restarts on Friday for the remaining 5 weeks.
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Thank you, I would never turn down Pink cake 
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Thank you
Thank you. Honestly Somedays I strongly doubt that I’ll make it through. But if all of you guys can do it, I can do it too
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I’m here, I’m alive and I’m sober.
Day 150
Need to echo @M-be-free49. No amount of snow, cold air, inadequate social workers, or crazy school decisions can stop the wheel from rollin. You are at 150 days and that deserves a celebration. I am doing a celebratory fist pump for you girl!
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