Today i was hired by a new company ready to start and work hard cant wait . I went to my Army recruiter appointment unfortunently i would need waivers to join i have a long slash across my stomach that was done to me after my guts were exposed and a slash on my neck and a surgery done to my chest they would just need proof that my scars wont affect me i weighed pros and cons in my life and well ima truck driver i will keep trucking ill let my brothers have it proud of them, anyways we keep moving forward congrats to everyone hitting milestones LETS GOO
Glad you checked in and told us. I am also glad you are not joining the army. Not that thereās anything wrong with it. I just donāt think itās a good time now. But when would be? Probably never. Just my own personal thing. I am happy and we are all bless to have brave men and women that do join the services.
Anyway. Glad you here.
I would have missed all your enthusiasm if you left us.
Letās GOOOO!!!
We are third culture adults, Fleur. It comes with the territory. Living abroad has a lot of pros, but a lot of cons too. They seem a lot worse when youāre away from family and friends back home for well over a year. My wife is French, so I identify with the in-law situation too. Most of the time life is great, but when things mount up against us, of course it will get us down. We are only human.
You are not an outsider here.
Well thatās not how you are here, you have a very important part to play and your playing it to a tee. Your here, your sober and your helping more than you will ever know. Congrats on those days BTW
So glad you posted this, WCan. Very helpful for me. Iām sorry you are depressed. You arenāt alone. In general, A LOT of people go thru these winter blues. And pandemic doesnāt help. Thank you for sharing this.
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Trying to check in more often about me. Didnāt really feel like it. Good day. Got my workout in. Hate working out. Mopped a couple of floors.
Love my dogs. Living the dream.
Grateful Iām sober. Cuz weāre worth it.
Gratitude will shift you to a higher frequency and you will attract much better things.
In less than 3 hours, 19:30 PST, I am the guest speaker at the rehab center I went through almost 3 years ago. Iām pretty nervous, not because Iām sharing my story but where Iām sharing it at. Iām also the first alumni they have invited into their recovery house so that also adds a little stress to my plate. The last time I was there I was a total wreck have just attempted suicide and was reeling with the side effects of not only my opiate addiction but the total havoc I had caused to those around me. Fortunately I can bring Gunny my PSD not only to help me with my anxiety but to give a little Golden Retriever love to those in the first few days of weeks of their recovery.
Well I would notice!! You were so welcoming to me when I first met you on Zoom! You made me feel very comfortable and not so weirded out by total strangers. Dont disappear please!
We you, Fleur. Iāve struggled with the friendship aspect since I moved to a new place, whenever I met up with a new group I felt awkward and like things didnāt gel. It can be an alienating feeling. But I am glad youāre still going to socialize, itās good to get out of the routine and home.
Fleur, I would have never thought you felt this way after watching how you interact with all of us. All I see is a beautiful, friendly, caring and selfless lady constantly helping others. Thereās no doubt you would be missed around here if you disappeared. Stay strong my friend. Sending you a big hug.
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you, Fleur. Iāve struggled with the friendship aspect since I moved to a new place, whenever I met up with a new group I felt awkward and like things didnāt gel. It can be an alienating feeling. But I am glad youāre still going to socialize, itās good to get out of the routine and home.