Checking in daily to maintain focus #26

Very sad for you and your family. Very. :pensive::pensive:

I’m glad you like it! I think accents and languages are such a marvellous thing!

Thank you! :heart:

Congratulations on 400 days…:partying_face::call_me_hand:

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I so sorry! Hugs :hugs:

PS: I like your numbers :+1:

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Day 368. I cant stop thinking about last night. It’s definitely bugging me. I know I need to just move on, but it was just a fucked up thing. Something that is easier said then done. Did a decent little jog and working on cleaning the house I geuss. Much love

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Congratulations Eric! Enjoy your day!!!
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This is the best!!! :joy::joy::joy:

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Whoop whoop Beth! Well done!
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I had to reset my porn timer again. I am beginning to think it is better to not even try anymore. I am still smoke-free, which is a big deal…
I know there is hope that one day I will be porn free; and, not have such a sexual dysfunction. Right now, though, I do not know if it is worth fighting anymore. It seems like there is so much shit on my plate… not to mention it helps me stay ā€œnormalā€.
It is better to sabotage this than my relationships. It is easy to offer platitudes for something like this…however I have a complex personality disorder. Porn helps me not cheat on my wife with men. But it kills my intimacy with her. Ugh. Not having a good morning. I could choose healthy coping mechanism…or…I could binge eat.

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Thanks y’all.
Couldn’t have done it without y’all.
:pray:t2::heart:

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Thanks @eph-M-eral! Now you are on Day 221? Cool! I’m on Day 10 and feeling great heading into the weekend. I appreciate your wise words. I agree that focusing on ā€œwhat wasā€ will only result in . . . as you said . . . shame! Don’t need any more of that!!

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Now I’m even more cranky than I was before. Just received the grade on my last exam. I passed but I didn’t get the highest grade that I’ve always gotten before.

It sucks!

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@Dazercat 400 Eric! Huge, epic, enormous and fantastic. Great work friend. Thanks for all you do. Hope you’re feeling the love.
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It’s been awhile since my last check in, but I am still SOBER :two_hearts: The longest sobriety journey that I have ever had & none of it would have been possible without you all in the beginning. Somewhere along the way it did get easier, and instead of using a distraction to curb the cravings, I actually began living life without it constantly being on my mind. Still trying to quit cigarettes though. But I can’t win the battle if I stop fighting. I hope everyone has a GREAT SOBER FRIDAY :heart: If your struggling, keep at it, because it truly is a beautiful thing seeing, living, and feeling life with a clear mind, body & spirit.

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You passed while your mind was totally elsewhere and you spent your energy on tweenie. And the rest of your family. And all the other stuff you do. I think it’s pretty awesome Sophia. Congrats. Hugs. Love.

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Big congrats on 500 @littlemisschatterbox :birthday::clap:

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I just finished 21 days sober!

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Goodnight all

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Just so many great sober days out there today and I’m not sure I could pick only ten to tag bc you are all equally amazing. If your thinking he don’t mean me, No I really do mean YOU!!!
Proud of you all. :+1:

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Keep it humble, keep it real.

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