Good morning TS folks. I reset my timer for the 45th time yesterday morning. So I made it through the first dayā¦yet again. š¤¦š¤¦š¤¦ Iām not going to beat myself up, thatās what I did yesterday. 
Today Iām starting new and moving forward. Iām going to add to my daily routine slowly instead of trying to stay super busy so I do not relapse. Virtual hugs to those of you who are struggling. I am so inspired everytime I come back here. You are all so amazing. Have a Terrific Tuesday everyone!!! 
Checking in Day 37:-) Read that the polar vortex will last until next week! HOWEVER, only 39 days until springā¦ that will be day 76 for meā¦ I am so stinkin excited for day 76!
Hey all, checking in on day 240. Hope everyone is doing well!
305 today. Got the 2nd covid shot yesterday and not feeling as well as Iād like. But from what Iām hearing it shouldnāt long. Another day sober.
Congrats to you
Woohooā¦ Iām ready for spring too
Checking in! Day 199!
I have discovered PILATES! Pretty excited about it. After doing yoga pretty much every day in 2020, I needed some change and this gets me motivated again! My mom has one of those work out mirrors. Its pretty fun. Day 2 complete. 
But dont get me wrong, I still love my yoga!
@Mtrav0040 Thanks! LOLā¦ I actually started the whole work out thing for my mental health but ended up getting in the best shape Ive been in since forever! Only problem is that its a lot to maintain. But yeah, its good to take a break sometimes.
Glad youāre here. If recovery was a "one chance system " it would be a lonely place. And not many people to share what didnāt work. I think iys just as important to have that experience to draw, because we have the disease of addiction that tells us every day we donāt have it
Checking in Feb 9 2021
465 Days No Alcohol
800 days No Marijuana
405 Days No Tobacco
Feeling great feeling awesome this friday i start a promising start financially i really appreciate everyones love and encouragement means the world to me you guys are family to me 
lets keep pushing forward moving forward never giving up LETS GOOO !!
Checking inā¦day 56!!..all is well!!!
Day 115 clean from Meth. I still feel like a fake, I know deep down my subconscious wants to use. Am still brute force overriding it with my conscious mind. Determined to get to at least 180 days and hoping by then Iāll be not thinking about it all the time 
Day 155: I just love 5s! Itās a good omen number for me today. I like seeing other people like me on here who get excited about number combos. Chucho has been visiting me in my dreams recently. Itās both comforting and sadā¦Iām missing him this morning. Getting rid of the bed he slept on with us is also bittersweet. I had a rare craving last nightā¦we had the last of a pasta dish I made last week and I was picturing a glass of red wine to go with it. My organic cranberry juice and lime La Croix was refreshing and tart and cut through the richness of the meal. My husband reminded me that I have never been one to drink anything while I eatā¦a strange quirk of mine. So I wouldnāt have been sipping wine while enjoying my meal, anyway. I would have gulped it afterward and gone back for more. Heās good at pointing out these types of things.
Hope you all have a good day sober. Sending out big love! 
Checking in at the end of day 37. Iām not sure that alcohol has crossed my mind today, certainly not the thought of drinking it, anyway.
Have a great sober day, wherever you are.
Goodnight. 
Thanks. Youāre so right. Even though I regret every relapse and I donāt want to go back to it all over again, I learn something new every time. This time I noticed my appearance really changed over my roughly 2 week on and off relapse. Also my attitude sucks so bad. I notice I blame other people for my problems and normally I donāt do that. Have a great day @Harold thanks for the response.
So far, so good. On the long drive back to Hurghada now.
I was to going to send a photo, but i canāt figure out how to attach one !
Oh to be able to explore inside!! Amazing!
Wowww thatās so amazing! Iāve been obsessed with ancient Egypt since I was little because my grandparents used to show us slides of their photos from a visit to the pyramids. Even did a couple class projects on it in school. What a wonderful experience. Thank you for sharing!