Checking in on day 839 of my journey. Without a fixed destination.
Reading the posts of many people who joined here recently with all the great achievements. Everyday without my DOC is a win.
Sometimes it makes me think, hmmmm, I am a non-drinker now. I am a non-drinker now was what I was thinking early in my first solo attempts of being sober back in spring 2018. I moved in a new city at I think was day 90 or so. I was so confident as not drinking was so easy. I didn’t listen to AA people not making great changes within the first year. Actually I rarely listened to anyone at that time. I was a victim and now I was great and the best as I rocked it, not even feeling the urge to drink. So why the hell bother about tools, preparing. This was just nonsense to me. Well, I still stand by my decision to move and start this new job and leaving the toxic environment behind but I fell off the wagon and drak again until November 3rd 2018 more or less frequently. I am humble now that I take it more seriously. I did not relapse really between June and November. I was just fighting and struggling to not drink. I couldn’t win this fight. Until I let go.
So, a sunny weekend is lying in front of me. Tomorrow will be uhhhh, appointment with landlord in the old apartment. Then this will hopefully be finished.
Have a good weekend everyone! 
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3am…AWAKE! Noooooo. Saturdays are sleep in days! But 48 days while awake at 3am, so I guess I can just deal and nap later 
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Haha, noooo 
gotta wait one or two hours. Still too cold. And it’ll be only a short balade I think. 
Cleaning à bit, eating, drinking some hot chocolates and doing some Yoga first. Chilling, no stress Saturday.
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Checking in February 20 2021
Lastnight was amazing went to church with my mother took her in my car its been years since ive actually hung out with my mom like this enjoying my family more then ever its been 12 years im rendiscovering myself finding strength this divorce is the best thing that could have ever happened to me i know it may sound crazy im happy she cheated on im happy that she did what she did to me it felt like death in the beggining but now it feels like im being born again a new creation and i get to rewrite being without her is reminding who i was without her got a new haircut im loosing weight i have a career iam sober and iam grateful i wish her happiness ive told her please dont do this to onother man because it hurts it hurts BAD i wish you happiness and success thats all i can say !
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Day 253 clean and sober today. The ups and downs are starting to even up a bit. The doctor said I can start using the elliptical again and that it’s ok to go on hikes now which is huge for me. Going to try and get out there today when the weather warms up. Have an amazing day everyone, love you guys!!! 
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Same thing happened to me today. Must be a day 48 thing. Woke up around 4:30am and couldn’t get back to sleep. Such is life. At least we are sober.
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I’m sure you’ll look just as handsome!
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Sure…and it will grow back.
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There’s always that, lol. Good luck; they’ll be lucky to have you in that position~!
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Ms. Monkey knows the lady interviewing me…so that helps!
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Everyday Wifey!! They just keep adding up. Sooo proud of you♥️
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Happy Saturday everyone. I figured out my counter issue on the updated version of the app so I’m back to my normal count and today is day 251.
@Rockstar24777 and @Truckinmonster21 that is great to hear from both of you!
I hope everyone else has a great weekend 
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Checking in Day…Hold I need to check… I keep forgetting the #…
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Same here, see my post above lol
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Checking in at the end of day 48.
Done a lot driving kids around today. It becomes a part time job at the weekend. Sober Saturdays are not unusual anymore - but I still love them.
Have a great sober day, wherever you are.
Goodnight. 
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