I know I’ve posted this before, but felt you both could use it today.
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Day 399. After my second tattoo last night I ended up getting really sick and couldn’t sleep, shame and regret was kicking in. I was high off the whole day, ppl coming in for tattoos, me trying to find a bike. Down to me going to get the bike, and coming back for my tattoo. I don’t feel like deserve any of it, idk how to describe it but I just want to cry I feel sad, and like shit and like I was wrong idk… I didn’t make it to work this morning bc I couldn’t sleep last night, so now I get to hear about this from my boss too. C ya later everyone
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Breathtakingly beautiful, Olivia. Thank you for sharing, and happy day! 
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You might have crashed after all the adrenaline. It’s been known to happen. Be kind to yourself, okay?
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Happy Monday! First check in of the new week. Today is Day 426. Missed checking in over the weekend, things were busy but good. Was the host for my AA home group on Saturday, then went for a long hike in the afternoon. On Sunday morning I shared my story at a speaker meeting at an in-house recovery center, went for another hike and did some photography, and then finished the day having a long chat with my kids on Skype. It is nice being able to do and appreciate things in life sober!!
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Thank you. I love that you’re familiar with Lilly, nd I can absolutely imagine your daughters closet. I’m sure it was amazing. I can understand the fuzz, I’m in Sweden where Lilly doesn’t really exist. And most of the Swedish fashion is black, more black, dark grey and a little more gray. Lilly is definitely causing some attention and in my opinion a well needed dosage if sunshine (and Pink) 
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Checking in day 175.
Hope everyone is doing good!
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Hello on a Monday 
Looking forward to a productive week and our first real springtime temps! The snow is almost all gone and rain later this week will take care of the remainder. Came just in time for me! Feeling good. Sending out loving sober vibes to you all 
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Checking in sober. Thanks for reminding me about the impermanence of emotions @M-be-free49 @Mno
Very glad to see a beautiful sunrise this morning. I fear that I have been becoming complacent lately. I should probably check in here more frequently.
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Yes, and it finally seems like spring might actually be here!
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Thank goodness! 
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@Lisa07 . . . holding positive thoughts for you today. You have many challenges!! I hope they find out what is going on with hubby. 
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Hey all, checking in on day 267. Here’s to the start of another sober week!
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60 days!!! So proud of myself and I truly feel so much better then how I felt almost 2 months ago. The power of sobriety for me is being happy to live this beautiful crazy life and being clear minded to see the beauty in all its different forms!
Last night did a photoshoot and I must say it created a massive high for me and I will never forget it. I do have a lot to learn with this kind of shoot but hot damn, it was a blast and I enjoyed every shot and video I got. Such a fun time!!!
Here’s one photo from the shoot so you can see what I mean with hot damn.
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Thank you!! Much appreciated! 
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Very happy for you! Well done on 60 days. Also, I am so glad I’m not the only person who says “hot damn!” Yay!
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100 Days!! So AMAZING!! Great job!!!
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Oh wowza Fluer! I am so sorry you are going through this!! I was thinking about you this morning before I saw this post, you must have been sending vibes you needed some mental support. 
I am so proud of you for staying sober throughout all of this. Biggest Self Kindness gift you could ever give. Big hugs and support from wayyyy across the pond.
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Great job on your 2 months Jordan. 
I’m glad you’re feeling proud. That’s a great accomplishment 60 days sober. I’m proud of you too and wicked excited for ya. 
Have a great day.
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I’m so sorry to hear this Fleur. It’s sounds very hurtful. Especially when we/you are trying so hard to be sober.
Not drinking and doing it for you and your children is so worth it. Praying for peace with you and your husband.
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