Checking in daily to maintain focus #27

[DougM]

Day 57
Not much to post, woke up in a really good mood today!

[Dazercat]

Checking in day 419.
I think it’s cool I have to look at my counter to know what numbered day it is for me. And I did it all just one day at a time.

But I’m really grateful I got out of bed without excruciating back pain this morning. I felt so good I was very suspicious. Rightfully so. Did my little pet chores and then my quiet time in my chair. Still having trouble getting up from sitting position. But I’ll be walking the dogs today and taking it easy. But I am definitely on the mend. Back pain sucks!! But it sucks more when your hungover too. Thanks for all the well wishes and prayers. It was nice to share my weakness with y’all. I would have never done that before. We don’t always have to be so fucking strong. We all have weaknesses. Share if you got them.

[Dazercat]

Omg. That is just so horrible. I am glad you can be there for your son on this difficult time. I just cannot imagine the pain and grief. You’ll have words for him. You’ll have some great words for him. Right from your heart. God will give you the strength you need.

[Tomek]

Checking in, day 111. I’m fine, much more balanced than recently, I actually see a future ahead of me and it’s pretty new. It’s spring here, almost 10 degrees, I had a nice run and a nice walk. I got in touch with my best friend after a long time, it was so good to talk to her again. I’m ok.

[Squirt]

Wow. . .took a bit to catch up on here so I’ll apologize for my lateness and if I miss anyone.
@Fury Congratulations on 8 months. Keep fighting the good fight cuz it’s so worth it.
@Charlie_C Awesome job on the triple digits.
@Singtone & @MagicMama Yayyyyy on 50 days.
@Freckles HUGS. . . cutting ties with certain people might be difficult but could be for the best.
@Olivia HUGS girl
@CATMANCAM Planning for other supports and activities now may make spring easier.
@Complicatedmama You have to be so proud of yourself for facing this difficult time and not numbing it. Keep kicking ass at kicking ass.

253 days. Having some issues with one of our new roommates and I’m honestly sick of his immaturity. Spoke my mind this morning and don’t regret a word but now he’s pouting around like a child. Tbh I’m just in the fuck it mode. Don’t have the time nor energy for the stupidity.

[Deadman]

[anon27700620]

Yes, that’s not much easier, that’s for sure.
I actually like the kanji too… I find it difficult at times, but it’s actually kind of encouraging when I realise that I understand what something says !
I’m about to start level 24 of Wanikani, so I’m pretty pleased with that too.

[Wunderbar]

1032

Today, I will remember I am where I wanted to be…

[CATMANCAM]

@Cwell congrats on 70 days
@Complicatedmama so sorry for all of the loss you’ve experienced, sending strength
@anon27760155 He sounds like a wonderful man, I’m sorry you had to watch him suffer before he passed, MS is so heartbreaking.
@Mischa congrats on double digits

198 days no alcohol.
166 days no cocaine.

A peaceful day today. Had a phone call with a friend and it was good to catch up. Did my cleaning, wasn’t planned, just had the urge so went with it. Did my walk.

I’ve ordered an online grocery shop and it’s being delivered tomorrow. Decided to take a total break from mymdiet until Mon 1st March, this should also stop me buying junk food from take aways. Kind of like a bridge between eating disorder, and the diet. I just hope it goes to plan

[FindingJesse]

I went 40 days without porn! Thanks!

[cwak]

Anyone else experience weather being a trigger? 95 days today, not going to drink. But dang, I had no idea the way the weather felt would make me want to drink. Ugh.

[anon27700620]

Almost finished the Egypt video.
Goodnight everyone

[cwak]

Thanks for posting this. I really need this today.

[betterdays2come]

Just left work. Definitely sooo wanting to smoke right now because today was just so blah… kids were doing state testing. My mood is great, but it’d just be nice to smoke. A “good” way to drive home. BUT, I know my good mood and feeling so well is due to quitting. So, I will stay away & listen to my favorite songs, instead.

Im happy and I have noticed these last few days that my mood has been much better… not as blue or anxious.

I hope yall are good!!

[cwak]

Wonderful decisions you’re making there. Great job!!

[Misokatsu]

@marcusmaximus2000 How awful, but I am glad you can be there for your son.

[Desire2ChangeToday]

So, I’m watching Ginny & Georgia on Netflix and TV High School is so cool. Definitely not reality.

[NeverJust1]

[Dragonflygirl82]

Congratulations on 100!! Triple digits!!

[Lotusflower]

Thank you for your reply and support. It means a lot. I feel the warmth and sincerity. This is definitely where I plan on staying. Blessings to you!