Happy anniversary! That are some 24hrs. Congratulations on your 103 days which make the 11000 maybe even more precious. Have a great day!
Congratulations and happy anniversary!!
I hope that one day I could have the honor of creating such a great post as well,
Congrats on your sobriety and congrats to you and your wife!!
Congrats for 250!!!
Its day 100 for me. The last two days using has been hella on my mind. But Iāve made it 100 days and Iām clean and have a roof over my head.
Welcome to the hundreds club. Thatās great news. Trinity
Thank you I really appreciate you
Checking in on day 420 from bed
My back is still killing me. It doesnāt hurt when I donāt move. So thatās good. Maybe I shouldnāt have walked the dogs yesterday Went to my chiropractor this am. I guess Iām blessed that I can be a bum and lie in bed all day. I mean I can get up and walk, make lunch, help with dinner. But thatās probably about all I should do. Got my little Sancho by my side. Iām so fucking bored!! Iāll be better tomorrow.
Iām not drinking today to kill the pain and I wonāt drink tomorrow. And Iām grateful for all my blessings.
Yāall stay sober out there ok!
Happy anniversary @Charlie_C
Great pics. Loved them.
Hey @Truckinmonster21
Trucker J. How you doin? I hope you are well and we miss you. Check in when you can.
Congratulations Chris.
It seems like we just celebrated a date for you ah what the fuck. Every day sober is a celebratory day right? Have a great 250 buddy.
@FindingJesse congrats on 40 days
@NeverJust1 congrats on triple digits
@zzz congrats on 80 days
@Lilemm congrats on double digits
@Littlemac congrats on your week
@Charlie_C Happy Anniversary
@cwak Iām sorry about the arguement, I hope you managed to find an outlet for the anger that didnāt involve drinking
@WCan sending strength, you can make it through these cravings, well done for coming here and writing it down instead of acting impulsively
@Fury congrats on 250 days
@trose1995 congrats on triple digits
199 days no alcohol.
167 days no cocaine.
Had an urge to go for a walk this morning so I did that early on and enjoyed it. The pain is just part of the process and ice feels good after.
Then attended zoom support group, I never say much but it was good to connect with the others.
Itās the final session of DBT skills group tomorrow morning, may apply for MBT afterwards but will research it some more first.
Went for my 5pm walk as usual, that was nice too, now Iām icing my feet again trying to numb the pain.
It has been nice to eat real food today and to not have any negative emotions attached to what Iāve eaten. This is a well needed break/reset before approaching the diet for what I hope will be the last time
Itās the middle of the day and Iām in my fucking bed. Why? Because I know if Iām literally anywhere else I will end up drunk. It took everything in me not to get in my truck and drive to some far-away place this morning. But I didnāt do it. Instead, I left work early and Iām here. Some days, I really hate this stupid marriage of mine. I regret it often. I feel like Iāve ruined my life and Iāll never be able to undo itā¦ just one reason why I want to drink, because I want a break from FEELING LIKE THIS. More later, Iām sure. This app is literally all I have in this moment. I hate my life today.
Oh man, Iām so sorry you feel like that today. I totally get why youād want to, itās our knee jerk go to move. Do anything else but; you know youād feel so shitty tomorrow. And donāt let that be the reason; youāre bigger than this situation. I know easier for me to say but itās just not worth it.
Hang in there, buddy.
Beds the best place when feeling like that sleep it off, were all here to support. X
congratulations and happy anniversaries
Youāre here, youāre sober, right now thatās all that matters. Think about your marriage later. While still sober. Which you are. You probably think different, but youāre doing really well friend. One day. one crave, one breath at a time.
Ä° didnāt do porn today!
@Charlie_C Beautiful pictures, ur wife has a lovely smile, completely unchanged.
@Singtone lol Guiness clear
@WCan Good for u for venting instead of picking up. You are stronger than ur cravings.
@trose1995 Congratulations!
@cwak Then stay in bed. Post. Just donāt drink.
A reminder to myself. As my sober journey continues, I need to be mindful of how my actions and words touch people.
Good evening everyone. Since a number of people were nice enough to ask me, Iāve finished my little video on my trip to Egypt, and Iāve posted it on Youtube. Here is the link.
Itās still kind of believe that I was really there ! You see it all so often on television and in movies, itās hard to imagine the reality of those bloody huge pyramids and temples and all the rest.
Anyway, I hope that - for anyone who cares to watch it - you like it. Sorry that there isnāt more footage in the Valley of the Kings, but you arenāt allowed to bring in a proper camera, just your cell phone.
Goodnight all.
Thatās really awesome! Thanks for sharing it hereā¦