Checking in daily to maintain focus #29

Congratulations Franzi. 2 and a half years. OMG!
I take my hat off to you my dear lady. So happy for ya!!
:pray:t2::heart::rose:
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Sorry Iā€™m late.
2 and a half years and a day :crazy_face:

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Iā€™m in Amazon Prime Heaven over here. Everything is next day delivery where Iā€™m living now :grimacing:
Iā€™m going to need a 12 step program for Prime Shopping :grimacing::grimacing:

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Ah heaven ! You guys have Amazon groceries delivered there. We donā€™t have that yet ! :anguished:

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7 months!!

Iā€™ve been going though some shit at work and home, but not picking up the bottle!

Sobriety is worth the work! Be good my friends!

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Same here!!! :flushed::sweat_smile:

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day 474.
I have been working hard to recommit to life beyond the treatment center and 12 step meetings. Donā€™t get me wrong my recovery will continue to come first. Itā€™s the only way anything else stands a chance at success. Starting some free online computer classes just to get a feel for it again itā€™s been over 20 years since I was in school. Working with an employment counsellor as well on my resume and getting normal things done like doing taxes and booking a driver license test. I will say to myself the same thing I want to say to @apes2020 Congratulations on the outpatient program. Reminding myself and you Patienceā€¦ with others and your counsellorā€™s and particularly ourselves. I didnt become homeless and addicted in one day so why should it be a quick thing to fix.
Congratulations to everyone celebrating there milestones and for being here today. God bless you all. :v: & :heart:

p.s. you rock. Ya you!!

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Checking in on day 122.
Forgot to check in yesterday.
Actually, that isnā€™t true. I went to bed early and thought about checking in after I had turned the lights out. I made a decision not to disturb myself. I check in to stay accountable, and I think I was all accounted up, lay in bed, early and sober.
Anyway, Iā€™m checking in now whilst I think about it.
Not a great deal to report. Singapore has had a very minor spike in covid cases, so have stepped up social distancing protocols, but hopefully not a huge disruption to normal life.
Have a great sober day, wherever you are.

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Day 309.
Quite the day. Busy, busy at my desk with annoying-ish things. (So many emails! Forget drinking. My work world needs to learn some email moderation! grumble grumbleā€¦) We head back into lockdown, too. Doesnā€™t actually change that much for me, as Iā€™m already working from home and being pretty careful about things. This is also way easier than the first time ā€“ 14 months ago. Thatā€™s when I thought stocking up at the wine store would helpā€¦

But you know what? Maybe, in a kooky way, it did help. Maybe it got me fast-tracked to a place where I just had to change, and so I reached out and here you all were.
Grateful I stopped when I did, and grateful for all of you here on any given day.

What do you say, friends? Wanna go climb sober trees again tomorrow? Supposed to be another beauty day!
Gā€™night, big love to all. :orange_heart:

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1100

Today I wonā€™t use even though I really want to. April was a test of my sobriety not only dealing with the sudden death of my uncle but finding the more than 3,000 pain pills he had stashed. Just when I thought I was over it, life has thrown me a knuckleball.

As I write this, I am sitting at the airport in Seattle waiting for my connecting flight to Alaska. Having not heard from my brother since the 24th, I frantically called everyone I knew that would know him to help find him. Thankfully he is alive, but circumstances are so dire that I booked a flight right away and here I sit. I want to numb the pain so bad. Since I threw away all pain pills, my addict brain is tell me to get a drink. The problem is I donā€™t drink. Yet, here I sit, 2 hours into a 5 hour layover considering getting a drink. So instead of getting a drink Iā€™m tell you, my sober family. The family I have shared many cravings with, now gets another post. Iā€™m not going to give in. Iā€™m not going to use/drink even though I want to.

Iā€™M NOT CRAVING ALONE

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So much to celebrate! I swear, if I had ā€œonly when company comesā€ linens and china, the table would be set!

Welcome back @Hopeful777! Super good to see you. And always good to see you too, @SoberWalker!

Huge congrats on 4 months, @MagicMama!

60 days @Mbwoman! Yer doing it! :wink:

One week @iva! Well done.

2 years and 6 months @anon74766472! Thatā€™s crazy right there ā€“ crazy good!

And happy birthday @Conor689908! You get the biggest cupcake. :relaxed:

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Proud of you. Sending you strength, peace, and calm. :orange_heart:

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Checking in on 2 weeks. Wishing everyone a great sober Wednesday :heart_eyes::sunglasses::pray:t5:

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Day 10
Did anyone else get this weird phantom alcohol taste in their mouth in the early days? Only lasts a second and is like I literally just drank gin. Doesnā€™t make me crave, just really weird!
@Conor689908 happy birthday!

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Awesome! Congrats on 2 and a half years, you rock! Keep on rocking your sobriety odaat! :confetti_ball: :tada:
Blessings and sobriety!
:sparkling_heart:

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Alcohol 129 days
Weed 120 days
Cigarettes 118 days

Slept really good last night, it makes such a difference to my mood. Feeling strong.

Happy Birthday @Conor689908 enjoy your special day.

@Wunderbar, tough situation for you, but you dealing with it so well, reaching out on here.

@M-be-free49 it took too long but as always thank you it means alot

Writing in my journal, on here, having a coffee before another busy day. Love cherry blossom trees and there are lots on show from my bedroom windowā€¦ makes me smile. My picture does not does not do it justice.

Have a strong, sober day to you all :shamrock:

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Great to see you again @But, @Bomdhil, @Mtrav0040, @Dragonflygirl82 & @Hopeful777
Blessings and sobriety yā€™all!
:sparkling_heart:

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Thank you :slightly_smiling_face: . You are doing amazing, so steadyā€¦ well done :clap: :100:

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Family

For the first time since I joined TS, I have made it to 1 week. I am so proud of myself. Thanks for all the help, encouragement and support, it means everything :hugs::two_hearts:

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Checking in on day 20 :blush:

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