Checking in daily to maintain focus #32

Thank you! Me too. It’s getting old. I’m sure it has to do with quitting alcohol and nicotine and it will pass but after weeks of this I think it’s starting to make me unpleasant.

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It can be torture.
What can you do to help?

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Turn off my phone -_- haha. Ty. zzZzz ~ I hope.

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Haha yeh that can help!
Good night :sleeping:

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Good morning Charlie! I think there’s been a lot of us having strange dreams lately, weird huh??? Glad you’re not in prison lol have a great day!!!

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Day 439 clean and sober today. Up early and excited about going to work today. Got my homework done for the week on my last two days off. I love having days off during the week as assignments are due Friday and Saturday at midnight. It gives me the time needed to do this. I hope everyone has a fantastic day today, love you guys!!! :sunglasses::metal:t2:

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You seem to be having stress dreams, Charlie. Is there something troubling you? Being implicated in a murder is a classic stress dream.

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Good job sis that’s awesome for you to reach out to the doctors, you’re going to kick this in the ass!!! Proud of you always!!! :sunglasses::metal:t2:

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Hey all, checking in on day 437. Happy to be here with you guys for another day. Have a great one guys.

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Checking in at the end of day 234.
Have a great sober day, wherever you are.
Goodnight. :zzz::sleeping:

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Love the flower tattoo. Reminds me of some wildflowers I’m growing right now

Both my parents have passed. My Dad loved yellow roses, my mom wildflowers. Trying to think of a design incorporating the two to tattoo as an homage.

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Day 173! 6:30 a.m. post workout. A hangover would really ruin this lovely morning. Well, with a hangover I would not have been up this early to see the beautiful sunrise. And certainly not working out! :laughing:


(Sober) Life is good!

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Now to get the scnd one that far as wel

Going to hospital now for last news and hope to get to know when I get operated.
Curious about the scan results but the day is so far, so good

Bless

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The baby,
Imagine yourself as a baby. You would look at that baby and think they lacked nothing. That baby came complete. Their value was innate from their first breath. Their value did not depend on external things like wealth or appearance or politics or popularity. It was the infinite value of a human life. And that value stays with us, even as it becomes easier to forget it. We stay precisely as alive and precisely as human as we were the day we were born. The only thing we need is to exist. And to hope.

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435 days & still struggling. I feel like I’m in my 1st week of sobriety or something. I can’t sleep, my appetite is nearly non-existent, I lack any form of motivation, my thoughts are clouded and maintaining focus is difficult. I just want to curl up in a ball, cry my eyes out and disappear from the world. Something has got to give or I’m going to crack. Thoughts of impending doom are difficult to keep at bay. It’s not just the living situation that feels this way: right now it’s everything.

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Yes that flower looks like the one on my tattoo! It’s lovely to create a tattoo to cherish your parents. My mom passed away 16 years ago and I have a star on my wrist for her.
Good luck with finding a good design!

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Checking in. Had my 2nd shot Covid vaccine today. Hope I dont going to feel bad… Soon of to pta meeting for my fresh 13year old.

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I have written previously about my experiences having ADHD, undiagnosed until age 28, and its ties to my history of substance abuse and addiction.
I stumbled across this study/article this morning from U of Toronto // Oxford University, which I found interesting and thought it may offer insight to some here. (This is the link to the U of Toronto write-up. The source study from Oxford is cited at the end w/ link).

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Upright fucked in the bum…

Check out ! No worries

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11.5 days sober! Feeling strong :smiley:

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