With all your help. Appreciate you all!
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One month amazing!!! 
Down down down down down @apes2020 yesss
The shirt is from episode one 
the frame where he opens his eyes on force ā¦big fat up , hope youāre doing ok there and blessss
I lmao also each episode , but Morty is a jackass drunk though 
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Ahhhh Finland , now I do understand 
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Thank you Laura!!! 
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- Tonight, I was asked to chair my home group meeting. There were only 4 of us but it was a powerful meeting. I left with my heart full and some relief. Iāve had some issues that Iāve been battling and this meeting gave me clarity and what Iāve been needing to hear that Iām not alone or the only one that has the craziest shit happen to them. Having 3 1/2 years of sobriety I still am working on my character defects. Today I am grateful for my friends that ride this road of recovery with me and help keep me grounded and help validate my feelings. I hope you all have a nice evening.
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So proud of you Olivia!! I hope you are well!
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Day 47 checking in here. Very tired and feeling a bit frustrated and annoyed today. Probably time to go to bed early. Stay sober, friends.
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I agree. The downhill is painful in a different way and is a bit less satisfying.
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I absolutely love seeing how much you love your new job, Rob. When I think about you going out and doing those heavy lifting jobs and hurting yourself, and then think about where you are now, it makes me happy.
Long may it continue.
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Day 364
This week just keeps throwing more challenges at me.
Called today to confirm my mri appointment for Friday and found out that the doctor that referred me isnāt sufficient for referral to this specialist, they require a primary care physicianās referral. Very frustrating that the girl who made my appointment didnāt relay this. Instead she just set me up for a consultation, starting all over from square one even though I have had a consultation/assessment elsewhere, and my treatment is being further delayed. Iām just eager to get things taken care of. Having to jump through all of the healthcare hoops is draining.
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Thank you very much Tony, itās so surreal having this new job and career path. I remember really getting down on myself because I could physically only work a couple days at a time. My head would tell me that Iām not that hurt Iām just lazy and that thereās something wrong with me. Turns out Iām not lazy at all itās just something I canāt do anymore. Every day has been a blessing and a privilege and I can work all day and feel 100% when I get home. Thank you again Tony, have a wonderful evening!
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I can relate to the frustration with healthcare for sure @anon9289869, I know itās tough and I hope they can get things moving for you. Oh andā¦ one more day till your year sober YAY YAY YAY!!! Proud of you!!!
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Wow Iām honestly at a loss right now. The kid who I use to ride to a.a with and was my sponsor for a little bit passed away today from his addiction. He messaged me a couple weeks ago asking how I was doing. I said good just taking it a day a time. But I didnāt ask how he was doing, I was selfish, part of me didnāt like him so I didnāt care how he was doing. Now I realize what if he was hurting, If I would said more or reached out maybe we could of talked and started hitting meetings together. I donāt feel like this is my fault, but man he has three kids, he was going through so much and I really feel like wtf atm. Stay sober everyone for real
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That is so awful. I hate addiction and what it does. So much pain. Hang in there. Itās good to be sober.
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That is so sad. We have to remember addiction can be life and death. Sending strength to you, and of course his family.
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Morning everyone day 170 for me. Has a mad busy week at work and home with some added stress between me end my partner which hasnāt been good . Anyway Iām still here , still sober , still going to the gym most days although Iāve had to have physio on my hip this week and need an x Ray on it plus she has told me to calm down with the exercise before I do more damage so need to replan my routines . Hope everyone is ok and having a strong week 
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This is heartbreaking. I am so sorry for all. āFor realā is right. Addictions do really kill. Hugs for you, I am sorry.
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